physiology : not a good fan!

isnin ini(6.12) : physiology
isnin mggu dpn(13.12) : anatomy
isnin mggu mggu dpn(20.12) : biochemistry
isnin mggu mggu mggu dpn : ade kat rumah la!! :)

xsabar nak makan BANYAK!!

so whatever

.rindu ibu ayah sangat2!!!!!!!!.

i made myself happy to be home by went straight to my laptop,logged in to my skype,n skyped! :) (but the fact is,i am much more happier in my house compared to the college :P )

i have 22days!!22 days!!may i repeat??22 DAYS!!!haha :D
22 days left bfore i fly back to msia for my holiday!!!yahooooooooooooo!!

pics were taken from his view :)
(see?i've told u yg straightaway tros g skype.xbkk labcoat pon lg tau!:D )




ps : iqbal ismat.can't wait to see u! :)

things i shouldn't post

lots of love :)
~nur aisyah~

it's SO TRUE that I LOVE THEM!! :)

without u,im nothing :)

can't wait to meet them all!
when i say 'them',it refers to :
the kebudak2kan ayah :)
the penuh kasih sayang ibu :)
the makin buncit faris :)
the already buncit+brtmbh buncit aina :)
the poyo aiman :)
n the bajet nina :)

*n by the way guys,i have exams this month (december).
so dont forget to pray for my success everytime you sembahyang ok?*

study time!bye2~

just nothing

seriously rindu-ing my most favourite activity : SHOPPING!!!!!

when im around you

i want to be a powerful woman..
but when im around you,i feel like i am just a little girl,
who don't know anything,
eager to learn new things,
capable of crying anytime even without appropriate reason to do so.

i want to become a strong woman,
but when im around you,i feel like im just a weak little kid,
who want to be loved sincerely,
want to love a person with all my heart,
want to be loved by a person very deeply,
want to be taken care of,
hoping for a the one that could risk his life just to safe mine.

so yes.
when i am around you,
i can be a little girl,
i can be a weak little kid,
i just can be me,
i am very happy,
WHEN IM AROUND YOU..

run fast!

run run run!!
i want to run fast!
i want to stay away from this place!!
i want to GO HOME!!!
take me away from here!
bring me to my lovely home!
i want to go back! :'(

felt a little empty

rase sunyi..
my other half tgh bercamping sekarang ni..
so he kind of busy with his programs..
so xnak la kacau die..
hm..then,i have nothing else to do..
ingatkan arini ade la epi baru for gossip girl.tp balik2 skola,ingtkn nak load,tgk2 xde pon new episode!sgt frustating ok?!
jadi makin boring la arini..
but then teman kawan pegi cabut gigi..
i am SO scared of doc gigi ok??!!!
xsuke xsuke xsuke!!
tgk kwn cabut gigi pon,da dpt rase kejang mulut sbb terpikir2 the pain that she felt..
and that ABSOLUTELY makes me rase lagi takut dgn doc gigi!huh!

i miss you like crazy,every minutes of every day..
hope you take a good care of yourself n have fun at the campside
n i miss you! :P

so what's next?
hurm..im in a total blank..
seriously xtau nak wat ape..
huh!

ok la..
nak preparing myself for the 'torturing' activity i.e studying :P
so,bye2! :)

of us

i just finished tgk satu movie..
sedih la cite tu..
aer mata mnitik2 bagai.huh (pdhl da tgk byk kl da tu)

anyways..
i just want to say that i am so delightful having him by my side..
i am so happy till there are no other words to show how happy i am to be with him..
maybe in the past,i've been a terrible person (to everyone)
but im trying to change here
n to you,i want to be the person that u can rely on,
the one that you can trust,
the girl that you care the most,
n the friend that you know you have 'shoulder to cry on'

i just want to make you happy in every possible ways..
coz what i care the most,is your happiness.

and to everyone,if i ever hurt you guys in any ways,
here i apologise for all my kesalahan..
n please,accept my apology..

of us..
my title for this post..
because i want you (iqbal ismat) to know that i care for you so much
n i ALWAYS want to be with you :)
since esok awk da nak pegi bercamping da,
pesanan sy,BE CAREFUL!! :P

truly,nur aisyah zulkeplee

im friggin missing him a lot!
it's been days!!! :( (xskype la.coz we heard each other by phone everyday)
rindu sgt la!
by the way,die xlari mane pon
he went back home to uruskan adik2 die
n nanti ahad nanti die ade kem pulak~ :(
n he said last night,there will be no internet connection there(at the campside)
=_="

i feel empty without u~
n im so alone without u by my side~
:)

seriously cant stop thinking about him (n die da tertido da pon)
i just love him the way he is..
he is so wonderful in his own way.
n NOBODY can replaces him in my heart
he is my one n only <3

*i may not be the perfect girl
but i know that my heart will always be yours
because i am truly deeply madly in love with you
for the last 5 years,for the next 5 years,n even till my heart stops beating
IT WILL ALWAYS BE YOU*

stylish

omg!!
sukeee sgt2 cerite ni!bole ulang tgk cite ni banyak kali!!(n da ulg da pon)
n xpernah jemu!!suke sgt2!!smpi esok nk exam,mlm tu bole lg abeskn mase tgk cite ni(then menyesal teramat sgt sbb xhabes bce lg)
i love their style!!
suke sgt2 diorang punye baju2,heels,handbags..sume la!!















n lastly,as for now,sukeeeee sgt2 ngn yg ni!!!
n of course la,it doesnt mean that im going to wear this type of baju2 keluar rumah.
im a muslim n of course i have to cover my aurat
seriously guys,look at this last pic,dun u guys fall in love with this too?
i dun know baout u.but what i know,i am deeply madly in love with this!!!!!
oh by da way,(if siape2 yg xtgk cite ni la),cite ni tajuk die GOSSIP GIRL~
n the models dlm gmb2 ni,are blake lively and leighton meester(dalam drama tu,diorang dipanggil serena van der woodsen ngn blair waldorf)

heart murmur

i have nothing to do now..
yes i know im in a middle of exam week.so what?is that suppose to make me a bookworm?(which i shud be actually).

its like living in a place where u have no FRESH air to breathe.like u are trapped in a tiny room,with no lights,no freedom.just boredness n 'tension'ness that accompany u.
n surely.i mean my apartment where im staying now.n for the sake of 'xnk nmpk jahat sgt',lets not mention what's the name of the apartment shall we?

the house is like a zoo or something??
with all the pacats,n insects which i dont know what type they belong to,n macam2 lagi la.ok.mmg nampak sgt mengade sbb mane2 pon bole jumpe bnd2 tu kn?tp i mean,deep down my heart,i am seriously NOT happy staying here.we have lots of exams.bertambah tertekan.n all the lectures here,are like 'xpernah or xreti senyum'(u see by urself!)
what the he**?one example:if u are smiling when he/she (n yes i mean the cikgu's here) tgh ajar,he/she will shout at u..n many other things that u think ridiculous happen here.just imagine.

im just a little kid(mybe not so little).i really miss my childhood.how i wish to go back to that very seronok moments where i dun have to worry about a thing.main je.have fun.mcm2 lagi la~

ok.time to stop complaining n move on!
hey by the way!
tomorrow is RAYA HAJI!!!! :D
selamat hari raya semua!! ( sesiape yg ade bce la blog ni.hu)
^^

36 days to go bebeh!
wait for me my other half! :)

*the rambut of iqbal ismat*
ok.xde motif pon gambar ni ade kat sini.haha
saje je nak tunjukkan betape sy boring ( n kind of obses dgn die.wahaha.scary enough?) :P

bersenam setiap petang!

yeee!that's my aim!
to go get my *** fit!haha :D
no la~
actually supaye badan jadi sihat la!then baru la dapat study lagi focus kan??
da 3 hari da kitorang lancarkan misi ini.
n on the first day,kitorang ade la jugak tangkap2 gambar sikit :P


well,nak KURUS!! :(
(can u smell the desperation?) :D
nak kurus la~

ismat kate jangan makan manis banyak sgt( sbb i eat junkies A LOT! )
ok dear.sorry sebab xdengar kate, but i do love u :)
so skang nak reduced all of these bad habits n start a healthier life!weeeee~

tomorrow ade exam!huh
still xde mood nak study!
oh moodku~
kembalilah kepadaku!! :P
chow~

die membuatku bahagia

macam terlebey jiwang je heading post ni? :D
xpela.this is MY blog kan?
so,what the hey.if anyone who feel irritated,dun hesitate to stop reading this.ok? :)
this blog,bukan untuk menyakitkan hati siape2 pon (to make things cleared up)
it's actually one of the ways to express my feelings.(selain dari menangis ^^ )
but still,if anyone yang rase mcm xselese,or xsuke bace blog ni,im sorry..
maafkn daku dari hujung rambut to my hallucis ok? :)
mungkin sentences di atas ini tiade kaitan pon dgn tajuk,tapi sekadar untuk memberitahu bahawa sy TIDAK mahu mengecilkn hati mane2 pihak ok? :))

back to the objectives.. :P
MY FAMILY (6members including me)
ayah,ibu,along,faris,aiman n ainina..
they are my heart n my soul..
i am completely meaningless without them..
they are my everything..
i am very grateful.VERY.,to have them ALWAYS by my side..
thank u ALLAH..

i miss them so much.seriously.n im counting days to go meet them! :)
i cant wait to hug my mom tightly!
cant wait to listen to my father's jokes..
he is really funny.!both of them are awesome!
along,which i selalu panggil as 'debab' (coz she is debab) :P
the one which i referred to.the one which i ask to belanje me :D
my brother-in-law,faris..the one that perasan handsome (uuuuuuuuuweksss!)
he is the one that xbanyak kerenah mcm along tu.wahaha
aiman,my only brother who i shared blood with,memang seorang yg kedekut(in a good way of course),th one that always took responsibilty to anything and everything in the house(including my father).
ainina,kakak yg selalu perasan lawa (let's make clear yg i lg cute ok?ahahha )..
i really miss them all! (teardrops)
n im going to be a makcik soon!terase tue pulak =_=
u guys are ppl that i care the most.
the one that i love SO MUCH.
the one that i will give up ANYTHING as long as i have u all in my life
the one that enlighten my life,
no other word to describe how i damnly LOVE you all!!

im sensitive

im emo-ing now.
so ignore this post if u dun feel like reading

i like people who accept for who i am..
nobody's perfect.n everyone knows that.
so if u like me,be nice to me.n if u dun like me,just leave me n let me being me..
is that so hard?

i really DON'T appreciate people who always cause trouble to my life! can u guys just leave me alone?mind ur own a**!! (sorry for the harsh word)
what do u expect?for me to change because you told me to?
or for me to like all the things that u admire n to hate what u hate?
sorry.but that's not me.
i will change to be a better person.but OBVIOUSLY not for u.not bcoz u asked me to.

I LIKE BEING ME.so go away from my life if u dun accept it!

i really need my REAL friend right now.
only he knows me well..what i meant by 'he' is the one that i like,that i care,that cn help me make decisions,that i have heart on,: iqbal ismat..
(let makes it clear yg 'u' tu, not iqbal ismat.)



so,let's be clear bout this ok?!
i will change only if i want to change.
i will think twice on every decisions that i make if the ppl that i LOVE ask me to do so

if u disagree,juz keep it to urself ok?

im so sorry for everything!
for all of my wrongdoings,please forgive me.. :(
again,SORRY!

misi baru!

new missions bebeh!
1. xnak tido banyak sangat (ok.xtau bole bertahan ke x)
2. nak study sampai muntah ( yesss! )
3. nak exercise tiap2 petang untuk kurus ( it's a must!! )
4. nak jadi rajin (ok.serious harapan palsu)
5. nak jadi budak yg baik! :))
6. nak jalankan sume misi2 di atas!

go go go go aisyah!
u can do it!!
(^_________________________________________________________^)V

food galore

we cooked!haha
too boring n muak dgn food here.seriously..mule2 makan memang rse sedap je..tp ntah kenape mknn die cepat sgt muak..
so we decided to cook by ourselves.lg syiokk!
even kadang2 amek smpi 2 hours (or even more) tp berbaloi2!
at least bole improve our cooking skill right? :)
n sekurang2nye terjamin dgn kebersihan makanan tu..
so memang bertambah2 gemok la~
no doubt! :P



ok.ini bukan sy yg msk la.of koss~
ini makan kt coffee day..
i love ice cream.so much!
so i will never be bored with ice cream!weeee~


it's 5.30 now!time to exercise!bye2 for now ^^

my sunshine

see?
he is the one that makes my life so wonderful!
n i just love him jsut the way he is
n i am very grateful to have him in my life..
thank GOD.. :)
i really hope that we will be together..FOREVER..
im praying for that. :)
we've been together for a long time,
we've passed so many obstacles..really..SO MANY!
but we've made it.he always there for me..
even sumtimes we fight(even brape minit lpas tu elok balik) (people do fight),
but still,we are still holding to each other..
so dear,distances don't separate us,but it makes the heart grow fonder :)

here's a pic of me captured by him (thru skyping)


i miss my family.i miss my home.i miss everything! :(
i miss ibu's cooking.
i miss ayah's 'kecoh'ness
i just miss them all :(

now im returning to my book ( i have exam on next week)
so bye2 for now~ ^^

looking forward! (this one is for nur syafiqah ahmad)

iqa!!!! (if u ever read this)
im so looking forward to meet u!!
nak g picnic ngn ko tu!!n really hope we can make it! :)
xsabarlah rase nak jalan2!weeee~~
seriously i can't wait.(i hate to wait)
pray for me supaya ak pass exams next week n diz december.. =)

aku nak makan banyak2 ni..xpela gemok pon.i don't care!!
(on second thought,risau jugakla.xnkla tambah lg kegemokan yg ak ad ni.hu)

bawaklah daku jalan2 ye!kem slm cip n madi!
miss u! :D

oh semangatku~

suddenly i feel sad..very actually.. :(
maybe because i miss my family so much..
i can neither stop counting days to fly back home nor stop thinking of going far away from here.it's been a long time i've stayed here(which i mean,india),but still,it doesnt makes me feel happier.or even stronger.
but i will try(act,i MUST try,not i will).coz i have to be here for another 5 years!can u imagine?5 years!!oh god..please give me strength..

so now new chapter.
i have my family by my side.always! :)
i love them so much.without them,im nothing..
baru je lepas chat with my mom n my ayah thru fb..haha
it seems so funny bile ayah saye yg da memang kelakar gile,baru blajar gune fb,then chat2 n he even komen banyak gile gamba2 sy!huu~
but i loikeee~ ^^
td chat2 ngn dorang sume,rse gmbire sgt2!!thanks ibu n ayah! :))
rindunyeee!!i will come home soon!so wait for me k?! :)

then,i have my friends by my side too.. :)
i have one,that always be with me..
he always find a way to make me laugh..
he knows how to make my sadness go away..
n thats why i love him too :P

dan skang,die tgh gembirekn sy..haha
dok menyanyi2..wat performance for me!cute kn?wahahaha :DD
tadi bile sy kate kt die yg sy xde smgt la nak study..
then die tunjuk kt sy surat yg sy penah bagi kt die dulu2..
surat bajet2 cute yg sy bg utk bg ktorg smgt to move on walau susah cne pon.. :)
(ok.ini adalah a part of it)



so for now,nak study dulu ni..i have exams on next week.so good luck to me!haha (^__^)~

dream

im thinking of new lappy right now.weeee~
pink wud be nice!
trying to pujuk my mom to buy me a new pink lappy..
(mcm xdpt je.huuu)
ok.seriously.im hungry n abnormal.
so bye2~

other half

where is my other half?
boring ni~
cepatlah balik~~ ^^