whats not to love?

tomorrow's holiday in case you slipped off from knowing the news.
it didn't come to my notice that tomorrow's going to be the holiday for all the pekerja all over the world.is it?just came to know,just now.asida told,her mother told her this.really.i thought it's just for malaysian workers.well,nonetheless,everyone will be happy right?who doesn't love holidays?tell me who doesn't?

remember my previous post about that thingy which i encouraged myself to describe about in this blogger thing?well,if you do remember,just one more question.still remember i said you can make a lucky guess but i won't tell you whether it's right or wrong?remember i wrote you can judge me but i rather if you keep it to urself?(2 questions already.i know).i am going to tell you a story regarding my questions.this morning,after we finished the 8am class,we went straight to the library.oh that we refers to asida and me if you're asking.then suddenly asida said 'ak ad nk cite sumthing kt ko tau nnt'.then i said 'ok.'.after we went picking books to read and sat at our usual spot,i asked her what was she going to tell me.then she answered 'ak bace blog kau!ak tau apeee...*&^$#$#$%#**&*^%^@ kaaaannnn?' HAHAHA.i was shocked at first,but then i realized,she knew me well enough.how can i hide things from her?eventhough it came as a shock to me that she could guess it very correctly,i didn't think i could let her keep it to herself. hahaha.ok that's my story.
well,we may be acquaintances between each other when we first came here,but now,we are together as one.literally.ok you know what i meant.we have our ups and downs.but at the end of the day,we'll make through to almost everything.i love her.and she loves me back.that's what Islam teaches us.to love each other sincerely,to care about each other no matter how.whenever i had something in my mind,that kept bugging me,she's the one who discovered it first and always,ALWAYS try to make it easier for me to carry on and be happy again.i thank her for accepting me,for being here with me.thanks Allah for letting me know her.
(she'll be over-ly excited and delighted when she reads this and i'll be so embarrased,and acting like i am not the one who wrote this confession thing.HAHA.

i miss home.VERY. :''(

kui3~

arini arini..nak wat 2 posts in one day bole?

i thought about one thing that's going to change my life forever.i want to take the risk.i want to accept the challenges.but i am so afraid of the surrounding people,what will they think,what will they say?hurm.
sometimes i feel i wanna take a big step and just confess to my family about that one thing.but i am too afraid.i am so scared.i can anticipate on how they'll react,or what they are going to say,and what will happen next.that's the things that keep me from saying it out loud.but truthfully,i really hope that my intention will come true,soon,in a good way.because what i was thinking of doing,is not a bad thing.it's a good thing indeed.i cannot say what exactly that thing is,just know that it is a great thing.

well enough about 'this thing'.you can make a lucky guess if you want to.but i won't say whether it's true or not.you can judge me if you want to,but i rather if you keep it to yourself.

i indulged myself in a one whole plate of briyani this evening.i was so full till i had time to consider doing gastric lavage.HA HA.but that didn't stop me from eating fried ice cream afterwards.yeah i am going to get my legs amputated if i continue with my bad habits i.e eating sweet stuffs a lot.don't blame me,it's my sugar rush saying 'hey,i am not 'rushy' enough.let's go get a fried ice cream shall we?'.HA HA.im not funny and i know it!
then right after i ate that fried ice cream thingy,asida and me went to CCD coz asida wanted to get some coffee there.we saw the same menu,nothing's changed!oh come on you guys!you can do A LOT with water ok!make la some other things,create la new things.aren't that going to make your cafe much more interesting?im just saying.

actually,the purpose of this second post of the day was to upload my perasan pictures.too late to regret right? ;D
so here goes :

haha.da kate da perasan.

ok as-salam semua :)

sebiru hari ini

as-salam sume! :)

ape kaba sume orang?kih3

arini ari ahad(who doesn't know that?)

pagi ni orang2 kt sankalp ni sgt la bising.diorang ade perlawanan cricket arini..i bet they are all watching them play.n us,don't seem to care much.if we have to choose cricket and football,it's an obvious answer that we'll choose the latter one.i haven't seen any cricket match ever, not until im here.

ok well,this morning,i woke up feeling strange,plus hyperactive.
asida said last night when she entered my room,i said to her 'superman,spiderman,batman'. WHAT?
haha;i was strange and i still am.blame the caffein.i guess?haha

how can i not miss them? :'(

brookies!

salam everyone! first of all,i would like to say,today is the luckiest day for me in this whole week! we finished class early today,wayy too early as compared to our usual days.we left college at 12.15pm.how awesome is that? i sounded so excited because well you see,everyday we'll be finishing classes at 5 o'clock.then we rush back to house and cook and do stuffs.so its like too little time to spent in a day.

 we have started with surveys this morning.we survey houses in slum areas.every pace i took,made me realize more,how grateful i am for what i have.neither of us wants to be unfortunate.no,i don't want to use the word 'unfortunate'.they are just not as lucky as us.so why complaint of every single thing you can complain?why say 'what if i have this,what if i have more,what if what if'.stop with that 'what if'.just STOP! you should be thankful with what you have and don't complain bout what you don't have!alhamdulillah.

well,what to do?IM IN THE MOOD! YEAAAHH BABY!

i hereby,present to u all,brookies!
adorable right?i know.have a scoop!

it's vanilla walnut brownie + cookies = brookies!
delicious to eat alone,wayy better in combination with ice cream with choc sprinkles.
there you go :

hunger game

salam and good day to all :) oh my post title today is absolutely not about the recently famous 'hunger games' era.they are games i think?or are they just a movie?or novel title?well it doesn't matter. i have my own hunger games.there are no rules neither do they have complex procedures.no no.none of those.only thing is,when you are hungry,you go find something to cook or bake or whatever related to it,or you can just buy something for your tum.easy right?well that's my hunger game. lately,im obsessed with baking.don't ask.i don't know where this baking hormone came from,i just know that i loved it! i baked like 2 different things,which i was utterly satisfied with my baking. welcome to my cookbook :) first of all,let me introduce you to my specially homemade 'PILLOW COOKIES' which at first i thought 'oh it's not that good,maybe they won't like it',but then things turned out to be so different.they said 'it's very nice'.well thanks.i guess our hardwork got appreciated.thanks to you all too.

then,the 'looked easy' pavlonies but it's rocking hard 'chocholat-ey pavlonies'! (ehem.i've just created that name 3 seconds ago).

you are welcome to drool. since i have no DSLR,so the pictures here may not look that tempting.additionally,the second recipe didn't look awesomely good either.it looked more black-ish than it supposed to be.i don't know where did i go wrong.maybe the temperature?maybe the ingredients i used?i don't really know.but alhamdulillah,it tasted pretty good. :) i am not the only one eager to bake in this house.there's another person in my house that got the same aura to bake.well,other than mei yee,who else lives with me in this apartment?obviously it's asida.when i was making the pillow cookies,she didn't just help me with it,she also tried making 'banana cake'.it tasted really good too.nope.great!yummylicious banana cake!i,oh we,liked it.

sadly,(or un-unexpectedly),mei yee didn't get the kick of the baking mood.ha ha.she said,she always too lazy to bake.it's a good thing she has huge stacks of money which she can just blindly take from her purse and buy a cake or something.(she's going to kill me if she reads this,which i convince-ly she won't). next up,i wanna bake peach crunch cake.hope it turns out good.fingers crossed. it's actually hard to bake here.i don't know.maybe it's just me coz my seniors baked many things already.i just don't really keen in using the ingredients here.i want to bake cheesecake,but i don't like the cheese here.i wanna bake pavlova or macaroons,but i don't have a mixer.i wanna bake pie,but i don't know how to do it plus it's kinda hard.i wanna make caramel pudding but i don't like the eggs here.there's way to many excuses.sorry to say it out loud.nevertheless,my seniors or my friends had made them.it's just me.period. to conclude,i like baking,and cooking.it's not my specialties,but i like them.i love them.i enjoy doing them. thanks for reading peeps. salam :)

guess whose birthday is tomorrow?

it's danial's! :) happy birthday lovey! we all love you and i'm pretty sure you already know that! they had celebrated his birthday yesterday since his birthday falls on weekday where people work their a** off,like the usual weekdays.so they took an alternative since they wanted to make a small feast for danial's first year birthday party.happy birthday buds! :) here are some pictures i managed to save from my brother's album. enjoy!

let's just say that there's a small part in my heart that said 'poor you coz you couldn't join them'.but my mind kept saying 'be strong.they will always think of you even you're miles away from them.'.so i had to follow y mind in this situation.i won't break down easy. i do miss danial a lot.i did feel a lil disappointed for not able to come home and joined them.it's a truthful lie if i say im not jealous,at all.then again,i had to be strong.these are the challenges i have to face when i said 'yes' to come here.and i don't regret coming here.seriously,i don't.coz i knew what im capable of.at some point,being here,changes me.every few seconds without me noticing me.for an example,i was a very lazy daughter once upon a time.being here,i always remind myself to be more responsible,to respect my parents more,to make their lives a lot easier when i come back home.i realize that i have so much eager to cook for them.i learn few cooking skills here too.i created my own recipes.some went well,some didn't.but it's ok.at least i tried.and i am not scared to try other new recipes at all.fail once,what the heck?try again.fail twice,try again.no matter how many times you fail,TRY AGAIN AND AGAIN.simple.so yeah.basically,i don't regret being here.everyday,trust me,everyday,i wish to be by their sides all the time.i wish i can cook for them all the time.i wish i wish,oh so many wishes that i hope to come true.but let's face the reality shall we?i will be back insyaAllah on 29/6.so till then,i want to create more cooking skills and i want to train myself not to be too lazy as i was back then.insyaAllah. :) well i just arrived from bangalore.i rushed on logging on to my facebook account to check aiman's new album featuring muhammad danial hamzah.couldn't help myself to see those cute faces of danial.oh he has grown up so well.cuter and thinner.but those cheeks still look like they are going to fall down. ok la.need to fresh up.salam :)

comot

saya budak comot.yang xreti nak bergaya sangat.
xreti nak beli baju cantik2 or moden2..

tapi saya harap orang xrasa saya pelik..

:P

sedih 2

i do think we've reached our 'breaking point'.
we have exceeded our threshold value in controlling our emotion.

well,i guess we had been strong for a long time.
i mean,people do cry don't they?
it doesn't mean you are weak that you cry.i support those who said we cry because we have been strong for so long.and i did't argue when people said you are too weak to let yourself cry almost all the time.either way,the way you hurt yourself by crying defines how strong you are i guess.i also think crying hurts you.basically,you'll have like this huge burden pressuring your chest.then you try not to burst.that's painful too.then your eyes will be stimulated and cause the sacs to release tears.after like a pail of teardrops you've collected,your eyes will become like this irresistably red and swollen.so overall,it's painful.

but the feeling of 'let-go' you feel after you cried,is totally worth the pain.right?

yeah.i reached my breaking point.i burst out of tears.i miss my mom and dad so desperately.what makes my feeling worse is knowing nina is there thus making the whole family except me is in the house..sad.i am sad.
asida felt the same way too.she tried hard to hide the feelings she locked inside her mind,holding them together ensuring that no one sees them.unfortunately,she reached her limit too.she is sad too.

i guess being so so far away from your family makes you appreciate them more.makes you learn how to be a better person.makes you realize how important each and everyone of your family members are.all lead to one thing.it makes you realize how God created them all as a reminder to you to make you worship Him more.alhamdulillah.thanks Allah for my family.i have never and could never ask for better.

i have a cute father,who people said looks like me to some extent (or vice versa).he is so wonderful father,a lovingly best friend of mine,and a wonderful boyfriend of mine.he likes to make me laugh.everything he does,makes me love him more and more each and everyday.my mother,is the most beautiful person on earth,the best cook,the charming and amazing woman.i love her.i miss her a lot.i miss everything about her.
my elder sister,and her husband,and her extremely cute child..i miss them.even though we barely talk to each other on the phone (except for danial who i cannot resist to hear his charming voice), i really truly hope they know that i miss them each day.upnext is the noob aiman.haha.he is the warrior of the house.he is the only brother i have when i was a kid (coz now i have faris to be my other brother).i was afraid of him when i was little.now,i am afraid of him no more.instead,i respect him.i know everything he does is for our good.he takes care of us a lot.i think he thought he has the responsibility to watch over us sisters since he is the only alpha among us siblings.that's why he always makes decisions.the very obvious thing about him is he is a saver.he doesn't spend much.he buys what he needs,not what he wants.we can hardly see him eat outside.he rather buy the raw materials and cook them himself.he likes to save.it's in his soul i guess.next comes my other sister.the lousy one.the 'kelesau' one.the one who speaks like we are like 10feets away from her.the one who is almost bulimic.the one who thinks she's cute,pretty,beautiful or any others in that matter.the one who asks me to buy expensive stuffs in return of her 'belanja-ing' me.unfair right?i know.haha.she always fights me.underneath all,i think deep down,she just misses me.she just doesn't want to admit it YET.no worries.i already knew you miss me. :P
easy to conclude,i miss them all. :'(

marah

harini asek rase nak maraaaahhh je keje.
ade je bende yg xpuas ati.precisely,ade je orang yg stimulate kn kemarahan i arini.
teruslah bersabar.

sabar

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:)

xtau la motif ape post ni

be what you want.believe in yourself.no one can change you but yourself.
so what are you waiting for guys?
you don't need a cute girl to persuade you to be a great-whoever-you-wannabe.you don't need a superhero to tell you what to do and what not.you definitely not need to be a very pretty girl or a handsome boy in order to succeed.again,WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?

well,it's easier to say than to act.what,action speaks louder than word? true. no doubt in that.why need to promise with kinda awesome promises if you can't keep one?why say 'wait for 5 minutes.later i'll come' when you don't mean it?yeah.that refers to my situation this morning.i came to the hospital at 9.30.so i went straight to o.p.d room and checked whether the professor had arrived or not.i found his chamber was empty.so i asked his assistant when he'll be showing.HE SAID HE'LL COME LIKE AFTER 30 MIN.so i was standing there waiting (yeah.students with their aprons on cannot sit by the way.it's their 'rule' or something).i waited like,1 hour,still,the chamber was empty!i asked seniors,they said he'll be coming.later when i asked again,they said his on leave.what the hey?!i felt disappointed.really!
let's not discuss any further coz i think my mind will blow off talking how nonsense it was when a patient stood there waiting with full of hopes,scared and wondering what happened to her,hoping that a doctor could help her a lil' bit.tapi akhirnya xjumpe pon doc tu.hurm.it's ok.i managed to see other doc though.tihihi :)

ok la.banyak nak kene siapkan utk community med ni.salam.taa~

it's over

holidays are finally over.we had our fun,but life has to move on.the clock won't stop clicking even if you badly want it to.the almost 'clever' thing you can do is pull out the clock's batteries.but what's the point?you can stop the one clock,but others?that's going to change nothing.so basically,we have to move on.

these holidays,well,it's safe to say that i had wasted them all.i watched movies,like a whole lot of them,i simply doing nothing if i was not sleeping,or watching movies.everyday,for a regular student,we hope for holidays.we think that our daily lives are too pack,so we just want to take rests.we dream for holidays.we hallucinate for holidays.but sadly,when we get one,we'll misuse it.we do dumb things (well watching movies is also considered as dumb.),thus making the holiday we got to be,hurm,useless i guess?for some,they use their precious holidays in very good ways..good for them,they should receive more of holidays i suppose :P

i miss home,like terribly!
:'(

hurm

oh kids these days~
i been stalking these 'people'.and i keep myself updated to all posts from 'them'.stalker much huh? don't you worry!i am not the killer-scary stalker type.i am the usual one,the typical one who sometimes,(or most of the time you can say),don't really agree on what you guys do.
well im not perfect myself.everyone knows that.but sometimes i do have my own opinions.i know i can really say it out loud,or neither i can just comment on their sites and say 'hey.i don't really like what you are doing.so can you just re-consider back everything?'.either i will be blocked,or they will hold a grunge on me and when they see me right in front of their faces,a huge punches will be stamped on my face.so,i shall keep quite and keep it to myself........well,not exactly.since i write everything here,so whoever read this will know right?ok that's not the point.


kadang2 kita pon buat ape yang orang lain buat.cume kadang2 kita je yang xsedar.jadi nak mintak maaf la ye for everything :)

i have loads of works to do.

salam