cebisan kenangan 2

emo post 2

i miss my old times :'(

i miss home now.really2 much.

i miss my family more than everything.

i miss my memories,years back.

i know that i may be sensitive sometimes.nope.most of the time.

but beneath all my bad attitudes,i just want you to know,i will always care for you.

i am sorry for everything.i am overemotional these past few days.and i am sorry for that.

so so so sorry..

my life is incomplete without you :)

cooks

i planned to cook something nice today.for me,myself.but nothing's come in my mind nw.what shall i cook?hurmmm.

arini rase sunyi la..

i want to go home :'(

i just hope that someday,people will understand me better.

i know i am evil or cruel or any other things that matter.

but deep down,when i love someone,i will love them for the rest of my life.

and i do care about other people.

i may be selfish in a moment,or most of the time,but i still care and i am concern for everything that happen with my loved ones.

i may irritate others.but i do feel sorry afterwards.

i may be a gossip girl,talkative,or what so ever,but if you are my friend,i will contribute anything if i can.

you see me as a person with a bad side.i accept it.and i have never get angry with that.

but sometimes,people change.you do know that right?and even the baddest person can still be very good one day.right?

i may not know the correct way to show that i really care,or i really love.but just so you know,i do care.and i do love you.

deep inside your heart,i know you love me too.

and i am sorry if sometimes i interfere with so much of your times.i am actually want to be the person that you can rely on,the person that you will share each and everything with.i want to be THAT person.

i am sorry..

cebisan kenangan 1

davangere

hampi

hampi

internet sgt lambat.baru igt nk upload byk sket.tapi sbb line tenet lmbt,so that'll have to wait.

my nose is like a running tap.my head feels really heavy.my itchiness has become worse.and im afraid that they'll leave scars behind.let's hope not.

the second episode of this entry will come soon.

these were the mysore-davangere-hampi-hubli-dharwad-goa-bangalore-mysore trip!

will upload more later! :)

da balik

da balik da due ari lepas..

sampai mysore balik dalam kol 8 cmtu laa..

sejak due menjak ni xde mood lagi nak tulis entry,malassss je keje nye.

skang ade flu,cough,gatal2 kat kaki tangan.so sesape rase nak jangkitan meh la dtg kt aku.haha

ok la.bye2

delete

ade jugak terpikir nak delete blog ni.yela.bukan menarik untuk dibace pon.bukan ade cerite best2 pon.pasal hidup aku yang orang xheran pn.WAKAKA

delete ke tak delete ke tak delete ke x?

hurmmm...

esok,i'll be off to goa!may i have a safe journey!hope i dont get my travelling sickness!kalau x,xsyiokk la nanti asek2 muntah,xley tido,sengal sengal badan dan sebagainya..

sekian,terima kasih

nak delete tak delete tak delete tak

da beli spec da

dulu da tempah da satu spec hitam skali ngn yg ade power.

tapi time nak balik malaysia aritu time naek kete sewa g airport tu,spec lame tu ttgl dlm kete tu.

so rezeki tempe tu la.die amek la kot...

that's why a bought a new one!ehe.

wanna see?ni ha!

ha ni la die.kaler putih.mei yee and asida.they both don't like spec or even sunglasses in that matter,with a white colour frame.but i like it.jadi aku beli je la.haha.

esok da tukar to a new posting!hope this new posting will be more interesting and more things to learn.

ok la.nak smayang maghrib..

salam

hari ni nak post pasal ape?

kadang2 aku rase macam kelakar plak,bile tulis dalam blog,pastu bace sendiri,pastu gelak sorang2,malu tersipu2.

ala biak pi laaa naaa~

lahai.xtau la nak post ape arini.

oh.i already went to see a doctor to check on my swelling in the neck and my follicular tonsillitis prob.he gave me meds,yg besar2 punye,yang mcam bole tercekik la kalau ko makan.HAHA.

die kate aku ade chronic tonsillitis. senior aku cakap aku dalam grade 2.harap2 aku jadi sihat dan kuat.xnak jadi macam skang yg bile da bangun pagi kawan kejutkan.sambung tidor balik sampai pukul 7.20..pastu siap2 sampai terlewat nak g sekolah.da la bantai sambung tido.g tido lagi dalam kelas.xsyiok.tapi ape bole wat.NGANTOK.

kalau orang inject histamine intradermally bole elicit triple response : red spot,wheal,flare...tapi kalau orang sumbat makanan kat aku,aku pon ade triple response : gembire segembiranya,kenyang perot,suka hati! (yela aku tau lawak aku xjadik.)

xlame lagi ibu nak datang la.kan syiok kalau bole bawak danial datang sini jugak..

ok la.sebelum makin panjang post aku ni,marilah kite berpesan2 sesame kite..

banyakkanlah bersabar menghadapi segala dugaan.

bertenang menghadapi situasi..

bersyukurlah dgn nikmatNYA.

senyumlah kepada semua :)

salam

h.o.m.e

these days,wat me makin homesick.hurm.

i don't know.maybe because or the environment,the surrounding here.it's nothing like malaysia.even here you can also see taik lembu almost everywhere,but malaysian's one smells nicer aite? (MENGARUT)

seriously.i mean home.i miss being in home.house full of people i love.people i care.people i grow up with.

kadang2,manusia ni,suke kan pujian kan?i mean,you dont have look too far to search for an example.see deep into yourself.examine yourself.do you like it when people puji2 you?i know i do.but we are wrong to asek nak orang puji.i mean,kite akan rase riak kan?or bangge kan?i mean,kalau orang puji2 kite,u take it,says alhamdulillah,then keep your thought to yourself.it's better like that right?

i don't know.when i checked back my posts these days,they all seemed emotional.full of wonders.banyak mcm kt atas ni.ntah.maybe i have so many things in my mind.if i dont write it out,then my mind will meletup.since i have a blog,why dont i use it to write all these things that i have been wondering about right?

and kadang2,orang xpuji awak pon,mesti awak rase mcm 'ala..sedih la..xcomel ke aku arini?'..maybe you thought bout this,at least once?i think it is a good thing org xpuji awak jugak,so that awak pon xla rase riak bongkak kalau orang puji awak.kan baik cmtu?and xsemestinya awak xcantik.awak tetap cantik di mata Tuhan,Maha Pencipta kan?kadang2 manusai lupa nak hargai ape yg die ade..xke kite rase betape syukurnya kite ade mata?ade hidung?xkesa hidung awak tu mancung ke,kembang ke,terletak ke,..awak still ade hidung kan?xkesa la mulut awak mcm angelina jolie ke,nipis sangat ke,at least you have mouth.what do you think of other people that have congenital anomalies?maybe their mouths had not developed properly?maybe they have hare lips?maybe they have cleft palate?see?you should be grateful with what you already have!do not think about what you do not have!why dont you appreciate what you have first.right no? :)

ok.change subject.back to my main point.i am homesick.walau gadoh2 tumbuk2 ngn adek bradek korang pon,men sepak2 terajang pon,dorang jugak yg kite sayang kan?ha.tu la..nak balikkk! :'(

eh eh.nak tunjuk.tengokla ni!presenting : FIFI THE FLUFFY!

huh?

i went shop for a bag.just a simple one,for my goa trip.i have a limited budget,so you get my point?

i have mix of feelings now.you know,i feel excited,but nervous,happy but sad.all in one.

dont get why people are so jealous of each other?daripada diorang compare kan diri ngn orang lain,asek jeles je,baik diorang improvekan diri diorang towards a better personality right?if diorang jeles org tu pandai,shoudnt they like study more,learn more so that they could achieve what other's achieved?or even better?hurm.and if diorang jeles orang tu lg cntik dr diorang.why pout?no one is not beautiful.they all have their baik buruk.i mean nobody's perfect.everyone always listen to that phrase.so why nak jeles2 xtentu pasal aite? WHO SAYS YOU ARE NOT BEAUTIFUL? kan kan kan?yg pntg ape yg kite rase diri kite.i mean,klu org kate kite xcantek,bialakan diorang nak cakap ape pon..kite terima je.inilah kite.watpe nak jadi orang lain.kan kan kan?bersyukurlah.that's the best thing :)

i dont think i have any else to say.so yeah.i'll stop till here first.see ya!

bersyukur

i know i shouldnt write this post.

but can i make an exception today?

you know,i never thought that a person would take a really good care of me at this stage.i mean,zaman mude2 ni la.yela.salu nye org mcm rapat kjp,then gado2 manje.pastu rapat jap,then tros xkawan da.hurm.

i praise Allah for sending me you.sgt bersyukur.sgt2..alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah.sometimes we do fight.sometimes we have different opinion.sometimes we go through a rough patch.sometimes we argue about a tiny matter.but alhamdulillah,things will turn out well unless we hold onto each other.

alhamdulillah i met you.you are the nicest person,that can stand out for me even if you hadapi bende payah2.walaupon orang akan xsuke.but still,you pertahankan me.alhamdulillah.

thank you for everything.thank you Allah for introducing me to this one person.

i know that you are the one,that i will keep in my heart forever.

whatever happens,i will always care for you.i will always love you.hold on to that.

ok.tukar crite laen!

memandangkan koala da mati,kitorang da ade pengganti die!namenye fifi!ehehe.nnt ak upload gmb fifi eh.comel!mix anggora ngn local. tp still mourn for koala.sedih la..die comel gile tau.jenis teddy bear.hm..xpela..da sampai ajal die..ksian chopper keseorangan.mesti die rindu koala jugak.lame kot diorang bersame2..dr kcik smpi besa.xla lame sgt.2 bulan cmtu la.hihi.xpela.moga chopper bahagia ngn fifi! :)

i cant think of a title related to this post

arini sakit tekak makin terok..

last i checked,both of my tonsils were swollen and contain pus.

today,only one of it contain pus and still bengkak,the other looks pretty ok.

you know what?i want to go back as soon as possible.i want to do a full body medical check-up.

sejak aku datang sini,asek saket2 je..maybe psycho je kot.tapi better check kan?hurm..

i ate only vege soup today.and kentang cili..xde eager nak masak something good today.

i planned to bake banana cake.but i havent searched for the recipe yet.

i want to go home. :(

emo post

actually,tadi i wrote about 'something' in this post.niat aku mule2 nak tulia emo2..cite,prasaan aku yg tgh sedih ni..tapi aku g delete balik sume..hm..i don't feel right..

i am sorry if i ever hurt anybody.you know,where ever you are,there must be at least one person yg xsuke u..lumrah hidup kan?cane baik kite pon,mesti ade jugak org yg xsuke kite kan?well.i am not good.i am a bad person.i talk way to much.i cause trouble.i always make a scene.i always say the wrong word.i always misunderstand people.i always make too much noise even louder and more irritating than the sound of honk in india.that's who i am.so you will come to know that if org yg baik pon mgkin la ade satu org yg xsuke die,kalau org yg xbaik cm aku ni?brape ramai agaknye? HA HA.

ha tgk.kan da emo.

bertambah2 lagi emo aku bile kena follicular tonsillitis for the second time.now it includes both of my tonsils.so can you imagine how sick i am now?and i think,because of that,i have a swelling in the neck,which i noticed two days back,and has increases in size today..other thing bout me,my paranoia,is way to high in level.one swelling in the neck,da jerit mcm nak gile punye takut..hurm..and because of the pain yg aku rase,ak jadi lebih emo plak harini.and i really DON'T like it!xsuke emo2 ni!coz u'll end up hurting somebody..xnak emo da..

moge cepat sembuh utk aku..doakan ye..

the pink day 2

hari ini hari ahad.

HAVE A PRODUCTIVE DAY PEOPLE! :)

unlike me who has wasted all my day watching movies.sigh =_=''

go go GOA!

GOA TRIP GUYS!

sesi berbincang sambil perot berkeroncong kelaparan

a pink day

bubbye :)

so today is a holiday.i woke up so late this morning.guess what time!

tomorrow is not a holiday.UURRRGHHHH!

i am sorry im in love

post emosi and tabung and shopping

we made a 'little' shopping (huh?) this evening.straightaway after school ended.we went by auto as usual.that's the only transportation available for us apparently.

my friend even asked 'shopping?aisyah ade duet lagi ke?'

i know i know!that's why i named it,a saving shopping! muahahaha.mind me!

we went there with an azam,which was : JANGAN TERLEBIH BAJET!

well,asida's keazamaan was surely stronger than mine.she only bought baju punjab tu within her budget.so yeay to her.but sadly for me,aku da TERlebih bajet!aku bajet nak belanje byk mcm die,tp bl jln2,TERbeli lebih.jalan2 lagi,TERbeli lagi.see that 'TER'? haha. i couldn't control myself.it's like my 'shopping' hormone has kicked into an overdrive.i mean come on!one shirt only for 100rupees.so if in malaysian ringgit,u just have to divide it by 14,so you'll get bout rm 7 for 1 piece!imagine that!great deal right?

but i know you'll say, 'ala baju india je pon.aku ley bli baju zara,padini,mng,bershka etc etc etc.'

duh.watever.im living in india for god's sake!not permanently.but i am currently in here.so who cares if i even wear a red scarf with a green shirt and a blue pants and a pink shoes?would you tell me 'WHO CARES?' HAHAHAHA

and yeah.my taste for baju or shoes or handbags maybe doesnt suit your taste.but i still consider it as ok since i am the one who's wearing it.and if you have a problem with it,why hurt yourself by seeing it?right?ok.EMOTIONAL.haha.

tapi aku suke baju and kasut yg comel2.and again,org pny citerase laen2..so mgkin korg xsuke ape yg aku suke,or mgkin korg suke jgk.so if you like it,yeay to me coz somebody likes what i like!YEAY!

these are the plain one.we bought a pair of it.the green colour one is for asida and well,the purple one is mine.

alaaaa...sorry xrotate kan dulu gambar baju kaler hijau tu..xpe.baju tu still cantik when asida wears it.she's fair so if you even dare her to wear a red scarf with red shirt and pants and shoes,she can still wears it without the awkwardness!trust me!

and there are few others baju punjab we bought.tapi tgh sidai sbb lepas beli kene la basuh dulu kan for hygiene purpose.i bet you all know that!

so xyah la tunjuk.malu aw aw gitu :P

ok la.sorry if this post doesnt sound nice.can i say because of the homesickness that attacks me now?can you forgive me for that? kih3..

migraine

i dont understand why some people can be so hardworking but still can do their hobbies at the same time?

i dont get it why people can be so smart but still can play and goofing around?

can we consider them as lucky?

or maybe they are able to manage their time so well?

these things make them absolutely NOTHING like me.

coz i goof around,but i am not smart.

i watch movies a lot and sleep too much but i am not hardworking.

so tell me.how can i survive my studies if i continue behave like this?

nikmat tuhan..ade yg rajen sbb tu dorg berjaya.ade yg xrajin sgt tp otak cerdik..

manusia diciptakan dgn pelbagai ragam.pelbagai kreativity dorg ade..

ciptaan tuhan tiada bandingannya.subhanallah..

so i guess i need to work harder right?

and i should NEVER think i have done enough to succeed in whatever i am going through now.

tapi apepon,aku bersyukur dengan ape yang aku ade.and i pray for my future.harap2 aku akan berjaya di dunia dan di akhirat.mcm tu juge ngn awak sume.moge awk sume pon berjaya di dunia akhirat..

sakitkepalaberdenyutdenyutharini.iguessislepttoomuchlastnight.

angin sepoi sepoi bahasa

mcm yg ak tulis atas tu la..

angin sepoi2 bahasa...

cuaca yg ala2 romantik maen lari2 kat taman bunge,

keadaan bilik yang cm tgh belai2,

ha!paham2 la tu!!

tu mksdnye...aer mate da btakung la!haha.

homesick gile!tetibe pikir ape ibu ayah tgh wat?

danial tgh maen ke?da mandi ke danial mucuk tu? :'(

danial tgh mamai2 bak dibelai2 manje

muke aku yg comot mcm baru lepas kene tumbuk ngn danial

RINDU GILEEE KAT DANIAL!!!!

ok.da menitik da aer mate aku yg jernih bak embun ni ;''(

a plot from nur aisyah

is it a plot or what actually you called it?i can barely remember.tapi klu nk reka2 cite dlm karangan tu,'plot' la kite pgl kn?hurm.whatever it is,i know you know what i mean.so,let's move on to my plot of the next episode of the vampire diaries!

these are what i think going to happen :

1. katherine bwk damon g jauh sbb die nk halang damon dr protect elena sbb stefan ngn klaus kan da came back to town.so,katherine maybe wants elena to be dead so that he can get back together with stefan.so,he brings damon out of town so that damon couldnt protect elena from klaus.

2. stefan will try to pull back the dagger from elijah's body so that they can discover new way to kill klaus.

3.in the process,katherine also tries to find the man who klaus seemed so frightened of.

4.the man will show up.

hurm..ni jela kot plot ak stakat ni.ok motif gile kan tulis psl series ni dlm blog aku kn?tp like i said,this blog thingy is the place where i can limpahkan segala leteran aku yg org xnak dga and xrse mcm hal dorg pon utk dorg dga.so aku tulis la kt sni.and u know what?rase lega sangat ok!at least now you know what i want to happen in the next episode of TVD.

and i hope damon will be with katherine.stefan dgn elena.

walllah! ;D

and why all of sudden,alaric nak jadi sorg bapak yg sgt tegas la kunun2?haha.let he be what he wants as long as he doesnt kacau2 damon and stefan and elena and katherine.

ok.tu jela.

jap lg ade usrah pukul 8.30.lg 5 mnt lg.so nk g siap2.

alaaaaaaaa.malas nak g skola.ade byk movies nak kene tgk ni.da blmbk2 da dlm lappy.hii~

salam

spiky spiky spikes

oh i like my title a lot! muahahaha (it's an evil laugh in case u havent noticed ;P )

may i present u with his new spikes?

mind the badness and dullness of the pictures.im using my pc's camera.

this one is a psychic one!

this one is the sexy one!

aku bosaannn!

ni la manusia.bile xde cuti,nak cuti.

bile dpt cuti,xnak cuti plak.

hey.we shoudnt be like that!

kne la bsyukur kan?

im just saying.im a lil bored.and homesick.and hungry? :P

well,good luck with your lari2.

i miss danial and ibu and ayah so badly now. =_=''

today

i am watching supernatural and i am having goosebumps.

so weather, please be nice to me this night.

no lightning sounds or creepy wind sounds or whatsoever ok?

and please please please.no blackout ok!

wuhuuu!

danial lagi

poor him.
kene separates from nina and me..so he'll grow up without the 'touch' from his cute aunties! ;DD
and now,mak die plak dok jauh.ade kursus.kesian danial.kesian aina.kesian faris..
xpela..tu la ujian nye..kenela sabar..
xsume yg kite harapkan akan jadi..ni la cabaran kite..kenela kuat..
so hang in there my loves.

u won't walk alone danial.ayah,ibu,and all others will always be with you.even sometimes we are far apart from each other,but our love for you will never fade.our doa will always be with you.

and as for aina,be strong there!nanti cepat la abes tu.sabar la.be strong.you have to do hard works to get a better results in the future.danial will always love you no matter how far you are from him.

distance does not make us far apart,it makes us bond stronger.


BE STRONG! :)



post jiwang karat aku utk aina and danial

takut dgn doktor gigi

dalam banyak2 dokto,dokto gigi la yg aku paling takut skali.kalau bole rase nak lari jauh2 dari doktor gigi or klinik gigi!

tapi us human can only plan,GOD will decide.
dan akhirnye tumpas jugak aku kt tgn doktor gigi.
nanges2 geletar2 smpi nak tercabut kepale lutut la sbb takut.haha
sakit kot.pdhl die cleaned kan je pon!bukan nye cabut ke,pki gigi besi ke,kalerkan gigi jadi pink ke (eh ade ke? )

argghhh!sakit!!!!!!!!!
i dont appreciate every single moment of it!HAHA
sampai aku tolak tgn doc tu kot!last2 pipi aku yg bdarah.kerek btol doc tu (ok slh aku sbnanye.haha)
tapi alhamdulillah everything turned out well.i havent recover yet.but i 'soon' will be the best day to recover.

lesson to myself : kene salu gosok gigi dgn rajin.and in a proper way.wuhuu!

ahad menjelma lagi

yesterday,i had wasted so much of my time by watching movies.i think it's still acceptable if u watch new movies.but if u keep watching the same movies over and over again..will it still consider as rational thing to be done?i dont know.you tell me.

so today,i want to do something right.eventhough i still wasted bout half of my day by watchig movies AGAIN,but it is still ok coz it is still evening.so i have bout 8hours left before 12.so let me pay back all my wasted time.i want to study.yes.i NEED to study.too many things to catch up.too many books pile up on my desk.too many chapters to read.the thing that i am very sad is,bile masok je klas,aku salin je nota,tapi xpaham ape2.it's sad.the saddest thing!so yeah.i have to work myself out so that AT LEAST i can understand even a lil bit what the lecturers teach.right no?

and i think i've got all the glucose i need to stay awake.so eyes,please don't tidur before 12 ok?im begging you!

chaiyok2! :)


second year,i mean,being in the third term,feels like being in a honeymoon time.but the thing is,u have lesser rest than you were in the first year.you can only have your own time on sunday.utk sume ari kite penat lelah,ahad je kite rehat.but it is still ok right?i mean alhamdulillah we still have rest.better a day than never at all right?no?well.i am bersyukur with everything that happens.and i need to study now.so jia you aisyah! (^__^)V



ps : i miss ayah and ibu so much.and danial too!


ibu yg malu malu kucing bile tangkap gambo.hihi

cinta

love them :)

great episode!

i have been my worst nightmare!
last time i checked,i was not supposed to be so obsessed with vampire diaries.dulu obses gile smpi bole tgok brape puluh kali in one day!imagine that!tp azam baru aritu,i mean,one of them,xnak jadi die-hard-fan VD.tapi xmenjadik.adoiii~

and people.go watch VD season 3 epi 3.go go!katherine was so hot in there.it's not like she's not hot in other episodes.but in this ah,she's so smokin hot!!and poor vampire barbie.her dad loved her,and still loves her.but he had no choice.he wanted her to be the good vampire.the one that can resist human blood.he just wanted her daughter back.and again,there was no bonnie in this episode.and as for klaus,he's ridiculously sweet!

ok.enuf bout VD.one thing that i hate is,i have to wait for a week for the next episode!wat aku rse xsabar2.i hate it! ;D




he's grown up.he's five now!i love him so much!and see him everyday,makes me want to fly home fast.xoxo from me to u danial.