what a country i am staying in

i write this with an open heart.i accept everything that happened.i just wish that everything will turn out well.i hope.amin.

so here's my story.

two days ago,i had an physiology exam.i admit.i am a little weak in physio.tp i've tried so hard supye keadaan xjadi trok sgt.
b4 i entered the examination hall,i cried.because of my low self-esteem i guess.
then tgh jwb paper,da la mcm xreti sgt..then sandar la kpale kt tgn smbil tulis jwpn exam tu.hey!da biase kot wat cmtu!since last time lg!dr spm,ke a-level,ke internals,ak salu kot jwb exam cmtu!.ttbe ad invigilator dtg n kte 'are u using handphone?are you using bluetooth?'. i mean,what the?...! die bole tuduh ak tiru!and the stupid thing was,die syak ak pki bluetooth sbb ak pki tudung!OMG!die ingt ak sumbat x pejadah ntah kt tinge ak.then die keco2,pgl vice principal dtg.vice yg poyo nak mamp** tu pon xpasal2 g check pencil box ak bagai.die mara ak bwk calculator.AK XTAU PON XLEY BAWAK CALCULATOR.AND BOLE SIMPAN MAKLUMAT PHYSIO APE DLM CALCULATOR TU?ya Allah!tension ak time tu.da la baru jwb soalan 4 je out of 22!and i ran out of time!pastu ttbe dorg sume kua2kn hp dorg,then they found my bluetooth device was on!i FORGOT to switch it off!!seriously!i always on my bluetooth!then die soh ak bukak tudung tme tu jgk!in front of so many people!and obviously,he's a guy!so he asked me to bukak tudung in front of him!what a stupid request!STUPIDEST!
then i said 'no.i cannot'. he gave this 'kang ak blasah ko kang' kind of face.uurgh.i hate him! then i said 'can u ask that mdme to check?and i want to go outside'. then ckgu pompuan tu pon ikut la ak.so ak proved la kt die ak xbwk pon bluetooth pejadah sume tu.yg die siap g torch light tinge ak lg.ntah hape2 nth! then bl ak nk g msok dewan,dorg xcaye lg.soh ckgu len plak cek.urgh! ak pon da xtahan sgt,then i cried.i said 'please mdme.i have never intended to cheat.please mdme.i have so much to answer.i only did like 4 questions.please be fast mdme',with aer mate mncurah2.but they showed no mercy..then die soh ak showed hp ak plak.ak tunjuk r.mmg on pon bluetooth.tp ak xwat ape2 pon!and i left my handphone outside the examintn hall! then die bole pgg je hp ak tu xtau watpe..g la tutup blutut tu.xpon off je la hp ak!gile mmbazer mse ak.pastu ad ckgu ak tlg la.die pon soh ak msok dwn cpt.da lmbt da.tgl lg lbey krg stgh jam je lg. :'( and because of the pressure,i got blank.hm..


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