after a long time of missing from writing any posts,i am back with full of stories to be told but limited time to be used here since practical's exam is tomorrow.so yeah.my stories will have to wait! ;D
since i have started writing this post,let me tell you one thing that really made me feel so energetic and very happy and glad with everything i have is i had the best week ever last week in malaysia!
alhamdulillah :')
but these two days da dok india balik,i feel this emptiness in my heart.like something is missing.and everyday i wake up realizing i am far away from all my beloved persons.and it makes me feel weak,alone..i am left alone here.i wish everyday for me to become a strong person,stronger each and everyday so that i can fulfill my purposes of coming here.
all my happy moments will be inside my mind and i won't let it fade away.i need it,so that i know that everyone is supporting me everyday without physically being here with me.i have to keep the memories intact so that i can be strong everyday.
fergie msaid that big girls don't cry.well,it's a lie.people cry not because they are weak,but because they have be strong for a long time.and with crying,they'll appreciate what they have and they'll remember for what they have lost.i cry.a lot.
time kaseh ibu and ayah for everything.i was a spoiled brat last week but now i am a strong powerful girl who can manage her days in order to survive from this place.
that's all for today.
salam :)
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