salam everyone.
in case you are wondering how am i today,i have the perfect answer for you.
i am FINE.really.thanks to those who showed they cared,who showed they were concern.i appreciated everything.sometimes,all you need is friends asking how you feel.and when they asked,everything felt normal,same old.it's like there's a flash light lighting your way.you felt sad no longer.so,thank you for your part.i love you guys.
i missed to wriggle on my mother's lap.i always wriggled till i founnd the perfect soft tissues to land on.just loved it when ibu flipped my hairs,touched my face with this gentleness of hers,literally speaking with the sound of air coming out of her mouth.everything is perfect.everything feels safe and secure.the warmth,the gentleness,the love,oh,it's like you are the happiest person on earth!or even jupiter!or maybe mars! okay,you know what i meant.i miss ibu.and ayah too.so much.friggin' much!
i know i have to be strong et cetera et cetera.still.people need to show their emotions.they cry NOT because they are weak.you know what they say,people cry because they have been strong for so long.indeed.being strong and tough doesn't really suit me.i am too small to be TOO strong,literally.still.i can't blame myself for being too emotional.it's my nature.it runs in the family i guess.mom cries,even for unbelievable reason.dad,well,i can barely see his tears.the others,just plain normal.i guess i inherit mom's 'emotions' gene too much.haha.i don't think father is successful in transferring his 'tough,strong and powerful' gene to me.well kudos mother!you won! ;P well,there's nothing wrong in that i guess.i am happy with myself.i am proud of myself.oh if u ask me,what i feel of myself,i have the most acceptable answer, I FEEL LIKE A PRINCESS! haha.what?! i am! just like barbie said,every girl has princess potential in them! you can't hate me for feeling like a princess can you? LOL (hate that LOL thingy.it makes me sick)
i guess my mind screams from the inside telling 'GO STUDY YOU NUMBSKULL' and i really support her in this one.so chow.
oh wait.i want to recap.day before yesterday i was feeling okay,yesterday i felt terrible and alhamdulillah today,i feel great!abracadabra!
in case you are wondering how am i today,i have the perfect answer for you.
i am FINE.really.thanks to those who showed they cared,who showed they were concern.i appreciated everything.sometimes,all you need is friends asking how you feel.and when they asked,everything felt normal,same old.it's like there's a flash light lighting your way.you felt sad no longer.so,thank you for your part.i love you guys.
i missed to wriggle on my mother's lap.i always wriggled till i founnd the perfect soft tissues to land on.just loved it when ibu flipped my hairs,touched my face with this gentleness of hers,literally speaking with the sound of air coming out of her mouth.everything is perfect.everything feels safe and secure.the warmth,the gentleness,the love,oh,it's like you are the happiest person on earth!or even jupiter!or maybe mars! okay,you know what i meant.i miss ibu.and ayah too.so much.friggin' much!
i know i have to be strong et cetera et cetera.still.people need to show their emotions.they cry NOT because they are weak.you know what they say,people cry because they have been strong for so long.indeed.being strong and tough doesn't really suit me.i am too small to be TOO strong,literally.still.i can't blame myself for being too emotional.it's my nature.it runs in the family i guess.mom cries,even for unbelievable reason.dad,well,i can barely see his tears.the others,just plain normal.i guess i inherit mom's 'emotions' gene too much.haha.i don't think father is successful in transferring his 'tough,strong and powerful' gene to me.well kudos mother!you won! ;P well,there's nothing wrong in that i guess.i am happy with myself.i am proud of myself.oh if u ask me,what i feel of myself,i have the most acceptable answer, I FEEL LIKE A PRINCESS! haha.what?! i am! just like barbie said,every girl has princess potential in them! you can't hate me for feeling like a princess can you? LOL (hate that LOL thingy.it makes me sick)
i guess my mind screams from the inside telling 'GO STUDY YOU NUMBSKULL' and i really support her in this one.so chow.
oh wait.i want to recap.day before yesterday i was feeling okay,yesterday i felt terrible and alhamdulillah today,i feel great!abracadabra!
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