dalam fikiran, ade satu je..NAK BALIK.
sangat2.i guess everything will be better once i am home.i will be free from all the stress that preventing me from keeping it together.exams,the firecrackers sound which was mind blowing and head bursting,the very comfy bed which is too attractive,the junkies which are too tempting.everything just make me kinda losing my mind.i wanna go home badly.be with ibu ayah danial and everyone else.
i am strong in case you haven't noticed.minus the migraine and the sengal2 badan,i am perfect.or i was.i will be feeling better insyaAllah.the attempt to be calm all the time and won't break down,well,i am playing it can you see?tersangattttttttttttt lah nak balik.sabarlah wahai hati.sabar lah.sikit je lagi.sikit je.that's what i've been telling myself.sikit je lagi.nak ibu sangat2.i need her hug.and her kiss.i want to be with her at all times.i want her to embrace me and never let me go.
i haven't talk to danial in a long time now.last i heard he was in port dickson having a vacation or something in which mom couldn't participate because she had works to do.haven't heard about nina also this morning and i am pretty sure she's enjoying her holiday to the max.and like she always does,i have no doubt in saying she bullies danial everyday for sure.
i miss everyone so much right now.so much.so much.so much.may i repeat it for zillion times? T.T
sangat2.i guess everything will be better once i am home.i will be free from all the stress that preventing me from keeping it together.exams,the firecrackers sound which was mind blowing and head bursting,the very comfy bed which is too attractive,the junkies which are too tempting.everything just make me kinda losing my mind.i wanna go home badly.be with ibu ayah danial and everyone else.
i am strong in case you haven't noticed.minus the migraine and the sengal2 badan,i am perfect.or i was.i will be feeling better insyaAllah.the attempt to be calm all the time and won't break down,well,i am playing it can you see?tersangattttttttttttt lah nak balik.sabarlah wahai hati.sabar lah.sikit je lagi.sikit je.that's what i've been telling myself.sikit je lagi.nak ibu sangat2.i need her hug.and her kiss.i want to be with her at all times.i want her to embrace me and never let me go.
i haven't talk to danial in a long time now.last i heard he was in port dickson having a vacation or something in which mom couldn't participate because she had works to do.haven't heard about nina also this morning and i am pretty sure she's enjoying her holiday to the max.and like she always does,i have no doubt in saying she bullies danial everyday for sure.
i miss everyone so much right now.so much.so much.so much.may i repeat it for zillion times? T.T
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