i hate the previous post

because of the previous post,i've lost all my good moods!i couldnt study at all!i couldnt focus on anything,not even a single word in my textbook which i supposed to finish at least one chapter by today!and because of that,i got migraine,AGAIN!
so,now you know how much i hate my previous post :(

so let's make things right shall we?let me push aside all the bad feelings im having.let's forget things that weren't supposed to be messed in my already messed-up head.let's begin!


my friend said after reading my post,and after hearing my 'so minute things that shouldn't be brought so big' problems.he said,that problems won't be such big matters if i didn't make it as big things!that were problems that didn't need any further interpretation or whatsoever.it's not a life or death situation.it's what people did that made me sad.if i just ignored it,xjadi masalah besar pon.he asked me to be strong.and keep being strong.no matter how fragile i am,i shouldn't be weak.well,thanks my dear friend! :)

i have to be strong.because strong is the 'thing' i need in order for me to move on and leave this pathetic moment where i keep on thinking of what people did to me or other sad things.so yeah.let make myself more permeable to 'strong' now so that 'strong' can penetrates my body and 'sinks' in my heart,and stays there forever. ;P

i don't want to keep being like this.saya xnak pikir lagi benda yang xpenting ni.i just want bygone to be bygone.i want everything that shouldn't matter to stay insignificant.or better yet,i want it to be gone!xnak da rase macam ni.rase mcam stuck kat satu tempat,where there's no where out.padahal kalau tengok betol2 dengan sangat jelas,there are so many way out.im in that kind of position.so,i choose to walk out.i choose to succeed.

xnak da jadi budak lembik lagi.iihihi.nak jadi tough,nak jadi kuat.xnak terase2 lagi.xnak da pikir bende2 yang xpatut dipikir. :))

go aisyah!you can do it! :)