all in one

my blog gets more boring everyday.i have plenty to write,but im not sure which one is true,whether i am too lazy to jot down everything or i am getting bored with all these stuffs.well,i am not sure myself.today,i plan to write something.anything.so whatever's flowing in my mind now,will be alphabetized and published.

so i am in 4th term now.satisfied?happy?i don't know.all the feelings just got blended together.for what i know,i am happy to be here,happy with everything Allah chose for me.i knew i should keep myself on track,whatever happened in the past,shall stay in the past.no need to remind myself every time for what mistakes i'd committed,it shall just be my points to keep being strong and move on.oh well,i had an epic failure in my third term internal.i deserved everything.padanla muke.sape suro pemalas sgt.ahaha.when you read something only for examination purpose,trust me,at the end of the day,the things you learn will be forgotten easily and you can hardly mug up again later.the better way is,oh wait,the best thing to do actually,is,you study for gaining knowledge,for your own sake.when you like something,you tend to remember it easily,it's like it'll stays in your head forever and you will always forget to forget it.so yeah,you see the big difference there between to study for exam only or to study for your own interest?well,i just give a clue.you can think on your own :)

i bought a new novel today!yihhaaaaa!haha.i am not a book-lover kinda person,even far from a bookworm.but i like new things.ha ha.i haven't finish reading my vampire diaries novel by the way.haha.it takes like what..months if im not mistaken.still,i couldn't finish.haha.blame the series!because i am so fanatic for the series,i compelled myself not to like the novel. ;D i can't blame myself completely in this situation.coz u see,dlm cite,most producers will change a lil bit of the way the story goes in order to reach viewer's need.right?yela.sape yg suke kalau sad-ending kan?memangla all will expect every stories will have a happy-ending,then again,who like a sad ending story?i vote for none.disebabkan itu la,sy like dlm cite punye as compared ti novel punye.

asida and mei yee will go have a nice short vacation this week,well,leaving me all alone behind in this quiet house,full of dust,no tv and not even radio,do i need to list more?ha ha.it's my decision for not following them.it's ok.maybe i can clean my room,wash my clothes,finish my novels,oh ok.so many things i can do.let's just not put too much hope because i am such a fat-lazy girl who dreams of almost everything to be perfect for her but do nothing to accomplish what she wishes for.oh yeah.that's me.


have i mentioned what novel i bought?it's PS I LOVE YOU.lame i know.who cares?asida bought a new one too.since yot hadiahkan her the 'dear john' novel,which she managed to finish like within a week or less than 3 days i am not sure which one is true,but you get my point right?can u sense the amount of jealousy i am having now?how come she could finish the whole novel in a week time?aku amek mase berbulan2 pon xhabes lagi?haha.2 je : die sgt rajen atau buku tu sgt best.haha
she bought another novel written by the same author coz she said the author is good and her novels are not that 'heavy' to read.well,i agree,as i am not good in english,a non-heavy novel will do just fine for me.less time to check up the meanings in dictionary right?haha.sy slalu bukak kamus sbb sy xreti sgt.kih3.the truth is bitter,but it's better.right? (ayat baru terpikir tadi.ehe)

so here's bit from asida's birthday celebration we did last week.







adiah die yg banyak. *smell the jealousy?* bday sy bulan 8! hahahahaha

happy belated birthday dot!may all your dreams come true! :)



p/s:i gave her a surat which i regretted giving it to her.HAHAHAHAHA.

salam ^^