count the tears

that cry in silence of your love
i look at the mirror and see on my face
the time that i have suffered for your goodbye
i compel thought to forsake you
as i am constantly thinking about the past
i'd rather be asleep than awake
for how much it pains me that you are gone
i wish so bad that you'd be here
that your eyes will never be far away from mine
so that we could still be seeing each other
eternal love
an unforgettable love
sooner or later i'll be with you
to continue loving each other


nice right? I KNOW!
heck i am in love with this song.love at the first sight.what to do,who to blame?
oh in case any of you are wondering,i grabbed this from that youtube singer,but i edited a bit and changed few words using my own ideas.
it suits me at this time.i mean,i do feel lonely.sometime during my worst time,i felt like i was abandoned.
well living here is totally not that EASY.eh who said its gonna be easy?not even close!
but i have to tell myself that its gonna be okay.i am gonna be fine here.i will make do.

right now,i feel sad and alone,blend together,yup.thats how i feel now,as if i am alone in this house.
nope.asida and mei yee are still here.my point is,i miss my family.so much.



 i wake up every morning,searching for my strength,
hoping that it wont go miles away from me,
coz i need it.
i put a smile in my face even all i feel inside is sadness
i laugh for a nonsense joke telling myself that i am having fun
i give a happy face concealing my emotional thoughts


i think i should stop writing right about..................NOW!