i guess i have to care less about others and focus on myself.i mean,i think too much.oh ok.i need to rephrase.i don't just only think too much,i even have paranoia problems too.i think my paranoia level has rises way to high..sometimes,even when someone posted something on facebook,which logically had no,NOT related to me AT ALL.still,i was being dumb enuf to let myself thought for a second that they were talking about me!huh.i should slap myself on the face.yeah i should do that.
well,just now we were talking about someone who we think,is going further apart from us.oh not 'we'.it's me.i think there's a person in this universe that wants to get separated from me.though i have to admit,people out there will actually be lining up in the 'who don't like aisyah' queue..but at this moment of time,i am thinking of one person.hurm.
i tried to 'google' what actually went wrong.what did i do to this one person whom i care,till i make her go further away?its like this person can't even stand the sight of me.sad huh?i know.at first i didnt want to take matters to my mind so that it will be occupied with some other important things.but i am me,the busybody me.i have to know.friendship is really a big deal for me.BIG DEAL.so i concealed myself under the 'investigator suit' and try to korek2 from others.and i finally found my answer!!
well,its hurt to think that such a small reason can make people grow apart huh?i had to agree,most of the time,i am too worried,too pathetic,too self-conscious,too overly scared when i am in the exam mode,or when i have quiz,or something similar to those.who doesn't?oh maybe someone who is really superior in study has the feeling of 'oh i am not afraid at all!' can actually behave like none of the characters i listed above.but i am so sorry to tell y'all,that i am that person..i am not the most intelligent person in my class,neither do i score the highest in my class,and i am even far away than the one who can concentrate in class.and i am the no one person who is in the lazy' list.so whenever exam or whatsoever is going on,i will be so so worried that i couldn't make it..i just don't have the spirit of 'you are going to have a flying color'..no.but i will try ok?i promise i will try to hide my fear from you ok?i try not to complain on how much i have left things unread.ok?i'll try.i promise.
i am so sorry.can we be back together again like we were one upon a time? :(
i miss you T_T
ok asida is waiting for me to eat mangga togetha!
oh wait!i have one aim now!!
I DON'T WANT TO BE TOO EMOTIONAL FROM NOW ONWARDS!I'LL TRY!!!I PROMISE!!
*do u hear that?hihih'
salam and have a good day all!
well,just now we were talking about someone who we think,is going further apart from us.oh not 'we'.it's me.i think there's a person in this universe that wants to get separated from me.though i have to admit,people out there will actually be lining up in the 'who don't like aisyah' queue..but at this moment of time,i am thinking of one person.hurm.
i tried to 'google' what actually went wrong.what did i do to this one person whom i care,till i make her go further away?its like this person can't even stand the sight of me.sad huh?i know.at first i didnt want to take matters to my mind so that it will be occupied with some other important things.but i am me,the busybody me.i have to know.friendship is really a big deal for me.BIG DEAL.so i concealed myself under the 'investigator suit' and try to korek2 from others.and i finally found my answer!!
well,its hurt to think that such a small reason can make people grow apart huh?i had to agree,most of the time,i am too worried,too pathetic,too self-conscious,too overly scared when i am in the exam mode,or when i have quiz,or something similar to those.who doesn't?oh maybe someone who is really superior in study has the feeling of 'oh i am not afraid at all!' can actually behave like none of the characters i listed above.but i am so sorry to tell y'all,that i am that person..i am not the most intelligent person in my class,neither do i score the highest in my class,and i am even far away than the one who can concentrate in class.and i am the no one person who is in the lazy' list.so whenever exam or whatsoever is going on,i will be so so worried that i couldn't make it..i just don't have the spirit of 'you are going to have a flying color'..no.but i will try ok?i promise i will try to hide my fear from you ok?i try not to complain on how much i have left things unread.ok?i'll try.i promise.
i am so sorry.can we be back together again like we were one upon a time? :(
i miss you T_T
ok asida is waiting for me to eat mangga togetha!
oh wait!i have one aim now!!
I DON'T WANT TO BE TOO EMOTIONAL FROM NOW ONWARDS!I'LL TRY!!!I PROMISE!!
*do u hear that?hihih'
salam and have a good day all!
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