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Saturday, June 9, 2012

heart beats fast

salam a'laik.

how was your day today? :) okay i know.the same old question.but what to lose right?its nice to be nice to people.am i right am i right (damon's way of asking.loved it)

ya know what? i am hearing 'marry you' by who-else-with-the-soothing-sound,bruno mars?for that song,his voice fits the best.but i don't think he'll survive in high pitch songs.who cares anyway?i am not IN the recording production.i love music.thats all.regarding that song,i was actually thinking of someone who i really want be with right at this moment.tihihihi..
i was hoping i could write emo post today.hurm not actually emo,more to jiwang2 post.can you make do?

when i was having dinner with my housemates,i spoke to them one thing that matter to me the most.
'i have never found a guy who i can truly be myself,act insane without him judging me in every possible way one can,except ismat.yes.there is no other guy that i can 'clean' my nostril using my little finger,the left one of course.bahaha.there's really no other guy who could bare the ugliest face i could possibly show except him.'
seriously,there are no other guys out there that i think would have to let me be the first then come them.
he makes me feel exclusive,every time.its like he makes me feel like i am the very precious thing on earth.i like the way he treats me.of course he will say no when 'no' is the perfect word to use when ever i misbehave.it doesn't need to be always 'yes'.that 'no' changes me a lot.i used to quarrel,argue,fight with others.i used  to hate people as easy as hate at the first sight.well those were once upon a time.at some points,he changed me.he supports me and he give me advices every time i need them.i could never appreciate him like the way he does appreciate me.yes.i can proudly say,he is the one guy besides those guys in my family of course that i trust the most,that i care the most,that i like the most.yes.its you.like i always said,2898 always and forever.

i would really like to take the opportunity to say,thank you ismat.thank you so much for believing in me,thank you for everything you've done,thank you for helping me change to a better person.thank you for just be Y.O.U. thank you for all the times we have been together.yes..you are the best! ;)


okay sorry.i know i shouldn't be writing these.its a LOT of risks.i know.
but what the cake right?first of all,there's no one else will be reading my blog except for ismat,asida,and my uuglieeyhh sisters.second of all,for what i just said.hahaha.so yeah.i took that risk.
but if it comes to people said 'ish budak ni ngade gile' or 'eele nyampah gile' or any other sound similar to those,then i might delete this post.for the moment,you have been reading almost towards the end,why complain now?if you hate it so much then why read in the first place? :P

okay this is wholly a-not-supposed-to-be-here post. SORRY for being such a whiny woman!



i am reading the same page of baveja's microbiology text book.
what am i doingggggggggggggggggggggggahhh??!

chiow.

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