salam everyone.
today is my unlucky day i supposed.oh i forgot.how was your day today? :)
mine,yes,like i just said,it didn't count as terrible,but perhaps the word 'unlucky' will be able to describe my day today.
first of all,i misinterpreted the text message i received from my senior last night due to my lack of focus and i was uncertain of where i was at that time due to my sleepiness.so i thought that our usrah will be started as usual,which is at 10.so we woke up at 9.30 (okay i am ashamed for waking up late.but today is holiday.can i make an excuse?) ,then rushed our way to senior's apartment.of course we prepared ourselves,bathed and all that but no need to tell everything here.its gonna be a long essay then.by the time we arrived there,we belled them and waited like few minutes there for any of them to answer.sadly,we came too early this time.no wonder we could get an auto like very easily.huh.after feeling disappointed a bit,we came back home.
then the second unlucky thing that happened to me,was that when we were eating together,i was busy talking and not minding the gravy that i saved for later.when i wanted to like have a lick of it,i realized that it was too late since my senior had already wiped it away and moved it into the 'to-be-dumped-wastes'.i was sad.WAS.its a PAST tense.
the third thing was,after the thought of eating caramel popcorn,we pulled our ass off to easyday so as to satisfy my belly.again,i was disappointed with that cashier telling 'sorry.no caramel popcorn today.only SOLT(salt)'.
then with such a disappointment,we went back home.
its okay to not get things sometimes.you have to tell yourself that its okay to have a bad day sometimes.life is not always good.who said its gonna be easy right?its a challenge to see whether you are going to break or not under stressful conditions.so yeah.be strong,ALWAYS.
i am not happy at all to tell that i kinda hate it when one complain to others,the others might not really listen.hurm.though i have to admit,that one might bug the others too much or maybe that others are too busy with their lives to just mind one's.so i should really tell myself that i shouldn't be upset when one just pretend to listen.its their choice to listen or not.its their ears anyway,not mine.or maybe i talk too much.oh that is a sure thing,cannot be considered as 'maybe'.okay hatred blackens.hatred will make things worse.so no more hating-hating thingy.i have to come clean.i have to just let go of my hatred.yup.
i will be having examinations next wednesday forwards.do pray for me okay.may Allah guide me through everything.may Allah give me ease and grant me with his ilmu.amin.
have a nice day all! :)
salam
today is my unlucky day i supposed.oh i forgot.how was your day today? :)
mine,yes,like i just said,it didn't count as terrible,but perhaps the word 'unlucky' will be able to describe my day today.
first of all,i misinterpreted the text message i received from my senior last night due to my lack of focus and i was uncertain of where i was at that time due to my sleepiness.so i thought that our usrah will be started as usual,which is at 10.so we woke up at 9.30 (okay i am ashamed for waking up late.but today is holiday.can i make an excuse?) ,then rushed our way to senior's apartment.of course we prepared ourselves,bathed and all that but no need to tell everything here.its gonna be a long essay then.by the time we arrived there,we belled them and waited like few minutes there for any of them to answer.sadly,we came too early this time.no wonder we could get an auto like very easily.huh.after feeling disappointed a bit,we came back home.
then the second unlucky thing that happened to me,was that when we were eating together,i was busy talking and not minding the gravy that i saved for later.when i wanted to like have a lick of it,i realized that it was too late since my senior had already wiped it away and moved it into the 'to-be-dumped-wastes'.i was sad.WAS.its a PAST tense.
the third thing was,after the thought of eating caramel popcorn,we pulled our ass off to easyday so as to satisfy my belly.again,i was disappointed with that cashier telling 'sorry.no caramel popcorn today.only SOLT(salt)'.
then with such a disappointment,we went back home.
its okay to not get things sometimes.you have to tell yourself that its okay to have a bad day sometimes.life is not always good.who said its gonna be easy right?its a challenge to see whether you are going to break or not under stressful conditions.so yeah.be strong,ALWAYS.
i am not happy at all to tell that i kinda hate it when one complain to others,the others might not really listen.hurm.though i have to admit,that one might bug the others too much or maybe that others are too busy with their lives to just mind one's.so i should really tell myself that i shouldn't be upset when one just pretend to listen.its their choice to listen or not.its their ears anyway,not mine.or maybe i talk too much.oh that is a sure thing,cannot be considered as 'maybe'.okay hatred blackens.hatred will make things worse.so no more hating-hating thingy.i have to come clean.i have to just let go of my hatred.yup.
i will be having examinations next wednesday forwards.do pray for me okay.may Allah guide me through everything.may Allah give me ease and grant me with his ilmu.amin.
have a nice day all! :)
salam
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