salam all.
i have a terrible mood today.so please,don't come near me,anytime soon!
oh i hate this feeling.i really do.maybe you don't get it.but i do.really.its my own body of course.
well,i cannot tolerate just about everything right now.my nerve gets the best of me.i keep on pushing people.i keep on getting my destructive ego superior.ultimately,i am the loser.
hating is destructive you know.it darkens.it even get your day turned out to be the bad one.to not hate,sometimes,isn't easy as saying it out loud 'hey.please stop hating',nah.its difficult for me.
its a truthful lie to say i don;t really care at all.seriously.i do care.its just i don't want to care much.
i am the person who just can't hide my emotions.when i am sad,i can't pretend to be happy.when i am crying inside,i can't show fake smiles to people.thats just not me.i am the one who shows her emotions to the world to see it.its not good.AT ALL.
well,as for right now,i have this uncomfortable feeling inside my head.i felt like cursing.but no,i didn't do any cursing today.harsh words won't matter much.i really do support when they said,when you are mad,its gonna destroy no one but yourself.i agree.so much.because when i am mad,i am the one who's gonna pay the price.i am the one who'll be crying later and regret everything that happened.i am the one who's going to have a torturing day.madness,is not a thing to tolerate.it is totally unacceptable how people can hate one thing so much.it is destructive.really.
can't wait to be home.be with the persons i love,and care,and will cherish for the rest of my life.
can't wait to be surrounded with people who will stand beside me no matter how bad i am,no matter how messed up i am.
can't wait to be together with the love mobs.
oh Allah,please give me strength for everything.ameen.
i can consider what my friend said to be 99% correct.he said,sometimes,girls always let their ego and emotions get along the way.sometimes,they sweat on small stuffs which will later ruin their friendship.they argue on stupid things which in turn they'll regret so much and everything will haunt them for the rest of their lives..indeed. women are complicated.trust me.i am in that group okay.so i know!
i hope,i won't get stupid things come along the way of my friendship..i hope my ego won't destroy everything i have.i hope,my emotions won't compel myself to love and to care for people.
hurm.i spend a lot of time apologizing.
i have a terrible mood today.so please,don't come near me,anytime soon!
oh i hate this feeling.i really do.maybe you don't get it.but i do.really.its my own body of course.
well,i cannot tolerate just about everything right now.my nerve gets the best of me.i keep on pushing people.i keep on getting my destructive ego superior.ultimately,i am the loser.
hating is destructive you know.it darkens.it even get your day turned out to be the bad one.to not hate,sometimes,isn't easy as saying it out loud 'hey.please stop hating',nah.its difficult for me.
its a truthful lie to say i don;t really care at all.seriously.i do care.its just i don't want to care much.
i am the person who just can't hide my emotions.when i am sad,i can't pretend to be happy.when i am crying inside,i can't show fake smiles to people.thats just not me.i am the one who shows her emotions to the world to see it.its not good.AT ALL.
well,as for right now,i have this uncomfortable feeling inside my head.i felt like cursing.but no,i didn't do any cursing today.harsh words won't matter much.i really do support when they said,when you are mad,its gonna destroy no one but yourself.i agree.so much.because when i am mad,i am the one who's gonna pay the price.i am the one who'll be crying later and regret everything that happened.i am the one who's going to have a torturing day.madness,is not a thing to tolerate.it is totally unacceptable how people can hate one thing so much.it is destructive.really.
can't wait to be home.be with the persons i love,and care,and will cherish for the rest of my life.
can't wait to be surrounded with people who will stand beside me no matter how bad i am,no matter how messed up i am.
can't wait to be together with the love mobs.
oh Allah,please give me strength for everything.ameen.
i can consider what my friend said to be 99% correct.he said,sometimes,girls always let their ego and emotions get along the way.sometimes,they sweat on small stuffs which will later ruin their friendship.they argue on stupid things which in turn they'll regret so much and everything will haunt them for the rest of their lives..indeed. women are complicated.trust me.i am in that group okay.so i know!
i hope,i won't get stupid things come along the way of my friendship..i hope my ego won't destroy everything i have.i hope,my emotions won't compel myself to love and to care for people.
hurm.i spend a lot of time apologizing.
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