yes it's true. the clock just strike 12. i don't even feel remotely close to sleepy. why, you ask? i didn't sip any coffee, i didn't take any caffeine. oh maybe because of the yoga i did this evening? no. i don't think so. speaking of which, i did yoga to have great flat abs, (6pax sounds good) and of course, to burn some calories, because well you see-it is debatable- i think i am fat. i know you don't agree to it, like i said, debatable, still, i think i am categorized under fat people. you don't have any idea of what i am going through every single day just watching myself thoroughly in front of the mirror. it is a pity to know that your stomach is somewhat, well, to put it mildly and humbly, not so captivating. i want those flat abs. i longed for 6pax. as pathetic as i may sound, i have my own reasons, mind you. plus, it is good to have a healthy body, not worrying about how your heart might get thrombosed, what with the saturated fatty acids and all for every 5 minutes. and the thought of being obese is making me haemorrhage. i did notice that men always complain that women always whine about their weights. oh well, just as us women feel like keeling over every 10 minutes hearing you babbling on how to make your body more muscular may seem similar to you guys complain about us whining, so yeah, you don't have the right to not let us have our right. of course i know maybe this talk about fat, about feeling obese, all those craps, just because i let my OCD gets the best of me, but still, i heed to my OCD. i like my messed up logic, thank you very much.
OK enough. talking about fat makes me feel somewhat, fatty.
you know i have been all dramatic, all homesick, what with all the dramas and the troubles i have been through right? so while i was all forlorn, feeling adrift, i stumbled upon this ;
... 'What Allah willed [has occurred]; there is no power except in Allah '....
( Surah Al-Kahf; 18:39)
it's like it talked to me indirectly you know? like OK. here's the thing Aisyah, just know that everything happened for a reason, and you just have to have faith, because there is no one out there that can help you, they are all miniscules. only Allah has the power, so let Him leads you, trust Him in everything, and ask for His help in everything. and with that, i felt relieved. i breathed in the spirit of being strong and i let it circulated all through my blood circulations.
to everyone out there who is having any kind of hardships, just be strong and have faith because everything will turn out to be just fine, if Allah wills.
OK enough. talking about fat makes me feel somewhat, fatty.
you know i have been all dramatic, all homesick, what with all the dramas and the troubles i have been through right? so while i was all forlorn, feeling adrift, i stumbled upon this ;
... 'What Allah willed [has occurred]; there is no power except in Allah '....
( Surah Al-Kahf; 18:39)
it's like it talked to me indirectly you know? like OK. here's the thing Aisyah, just know that everything happened for a reason, and you just have to have faith, because there is no one out there that can help you, they are all miniscules. only Allah has the power, so let Him leads you, trust Him in everything, and ask for His help in everything. and with that, i felt relieved. i breathed in the spirit of being strong and i let it circulated all through my blood circulations.
to everyone out there who is having any kind of hardships, just be strong and have faith because everything will turn out to be just fine, if Allah wills.
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