what confused me now is that, which one should i take into consideration much more? which one is more exciting and nerve-wrecking? to be back home in 7 days time or to have a medicine exam in 5 days time? to tell you the truth, the exam part is a complete no for me. but i like to implant a good faith in me and keep on acting like a good innocent student so i rather lie and say, i am more nerve-wrecked about exam, then comes the going home part. take that. it's a bittersweet lie i am telling you.
I say it's a conflict between those two because we actually bought tickets first, ignoring the exam part. well, not completely ignoring, just that we thought and pretty much calculated with a little pinch of gut instinct, that the exam will be held on 12th June or something, which means, few days earlier than our flight date. so we took the risk by booking flight on 14th June. we were very happy at that time and of course, excited. we were pretty much ensure that the exam will not interfere with our flight date. then suddenly, everything came out of order. they decided to set the exam date on 14th June!! it was very much a doom time for all of us. to make story short, after few days of mental tortures and self-arguments and debates, we finally decided to postpone our tickets. other than feeling very much sad for having to stay here longer than we imagined, we pretty much felt uneasy to put it mildly because the previous tickets were on sale and the latter ones weren't,so we had to add on more money than what i could afford! i was broke, didn't i tell you that zillion times already? the other thing is that now i have less time to focus on Medicine and i don't know how much i could cram, but what i do know is that, whatever the result might be, i will be grateful as i am still learning, and forever will be learning. i have made it clear that i won't be bothered to score great marks and whatnot, i just want to learn. that is all.
i miss my chunky cheeky nephews.
I say it's a conflict between those two because we actually bought tickets first, ignoring the exam part. well, not completely ignoring, just that we thought and pretty much calculated with a little pinch of gut instinct, that the exam will be held on 12th June or something, which means, few days earlier than our flight date. so we took the risk by booking flight on 14th June. we were very happy at that time and of course, excited. we were pretty much ensure that the exam will not interfere with our flight date. then suddenly, everything came out of order. they decided to set the exam date on 14th June!! it was very much a doom time for all of us. to make story short, after few days of mental tortures and self-arguments and debates, we finally decided to postpone our tickets. other than feeling very much sad for having to stay here longer than we imagined, we pretty much felt uneasy to put it mildly because the previous tickets were on sale and the latter ones weren't,so we had to add on more money than what i could afford! i was broke, didn't i tell you that zillion times already? the other thing is that now i have less time to focus on Medicine and i don't know how much i could cram, but what i do know is that, whatever the result might be, i will be grateful as i am still learning, and forever will be learning. i have made it clear that i won't be bothered to score great marks and whatnot, i just want to learn. that is all.
i miss my chunky cheeky nephews.
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