e.c.l.i.p.s.e

just watched twilight:eclipse.
so tense.so poetic.so romantic.so many dramas.
well,if it's not,people wont like to watch it right?
i am thinking,it's the romanticness that attracts people to watch it.it's the love triangle people are excited about.it's the love.or maybe perhaps because of the good-looking actors and actresses?im just saying.
i like how they potrait the love triangle.bella loves them both ( i dont think i have to explain who coz you know better right? ) ,but she surely picks the vampire one without any second doubt,not that i noticed of.and both of them,put everything,bet their lives,just to protect her.what more could she hopes for?


so enough about this vampire werewolf thingy.
i am a little tense myself too.ha ha.
i am emotional now.huuuuu~ maybe,just maybe,because of the environment?it's windy,chilly,.a nice weather to be emo.right no? ;P

i have never expected that i will be with him.i know i like him from the first moment i saw him.but i didn't think that he would like me back.i mean,who am i?haha.it's way too many differences between me and him.we may share some things in common,but the differences,the way he act to any circumstances,the way he deals with something,the way he tolerate people,the way he solves his problems,are much more.
so i don't intent to write about a love stories here.or even my love stories.a BIG no!but i just want to share my gratefulness.he is the one.kih3
and well,i really do care for him.and i like to say,that it would be as easy as breathing with me :)
ok.maybe sometimes we do have different perspective on something,but that doesn't change the fact that i will always,always care for you. :)

you know what i miss now?being with my family..i miss my home,full of people that i love..i miss my ayah,who always tell the same jokes since i was a hingusan.i miss my ibu who will even get herself hypertensive worrying so much about my problems,even a simplest one.i miss my brother who'll always calculate,and compare prices before he buys things.i miss my eldest sister and her husband,who always malas malasan.i miss my sister who always get on my nerve,buy me something but then ask for it back.this is my happy family.everyone has their own uniqueness.even every single one of them has their own characteristics,but they are the persons who i live with,who i want to be with,who i miss each and every day,who i love the most.they are my family.and even miles,miles, separate us apart,we will still hold on to each other,because whatever it is,the bond of family is unbreakable.

see?i told you i am emo now!kuihkuihkuih ;DD

salam