tengok diorang sume da 'besar' da skang.haha.
aku rse cam baru semalam je aku dodoikan diorang tidur,bagikan diorang susu,cebok kan berak diorang (i feel old when i read these twice =_='' )
masalahnye skang,they've GROWN UP.
memangla kan,it's nature la.
but not that thingy in my mind now.
it's like they've turned into this modern-charming-grown-ups.
pakai tudung belit belit xyah cakap la kan.mekap blusher2 bagai.contact lenses kaler2 macam crayon.baju sua kain yang moden stylish kilat2 sume la kan..
siyes laen gile.macam2 jenis fashion they practice.
i dont say it's wrong.im just saying,LOOK AT ME.
it's like i am the budak kecik now!
aku dengan tudung bawak selebet g skolah xgosok baju,xgosok tudung.
bedak xpakai.pakai tudung xtengok cermin.
bawak bag gabak2 gile..dengan makan aiskrim comot sampai tudung kotor.
there are SO many differences happen here,too much too list. =_=''
tu la.skang sume da laen2 da.aku rase kalau aku berdiri sebelah diorang,mau tenggelam aku.kang xpasal2 orang igt aku budak darjah brape tah.(my height makes me seem so small)
haha.xkesah la kan?comot pon comot la.
i have my own aim.
i am not here to be a model or something.
i have my target.
i want to become a successful daughter,to make my family proud of me,to contribute to my country,to become a great doctor in the future. :)
see?maybe i have to change a bit.
i can not be a budak hingusan forever right?
i mean,who will believe i am a 21 years old girl,living far far way from my family (it means i want to say that i am independent.do you get my point?HAHA) if i continue to be a comot-busuk-selekeh girl right?
and dah terlanjur kate2 ni,nak jugak la cakap kan..
it's not wrong if you want to wear whatever you want to wear,as long as you cover your aurat,the way it suppose to be,than it is ok..if not,you can figure it out yourself.and i dont understand why they behave like a samseng or whatever.they are still YOUNG.i mean,why they act like a MATURED girl or guy?isap rokok la.kua jalan2 ponteng2 sekolah sume..kan xbagos.im just saying.think first before you do anything.the simplest question you can think when you want to do something that is not good,and since people nowadays always talk love,so i consider this as the SIMPLEST way for you to remind yourself, what if your future kids do like what you want to do now?how will you act to that?
see?love your parents,love your families.because they are the love of your life.the true love :)
that's a food for thought for today :))
saya memang budak comot by the way :P
im no beauty queen,im just beautiful me :D
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