ibu,ayah ngan aiman da balik.you know the feeling when you send the people you love away,and you have to watch every single moment of it?i do.when they get inside the car,when thay say goodbye,when they shut the car's door,when they let tears being drop,when the car goes.everything just mix into one.EVERYTHING.you watch they go,till they are gone.even the word SAD can't express what you feel right?
sedih terlalu sangat diorang da balik.it's a good thing they're back to malaysia,since they have so many things to do,works to be managed,danial to be taken care of.and their lives are there.so yeah.i do know that they will be here only for a period of time,not forever.i do realize i'll be back to sorrow-horror-pathetic life im in now.tapi sangat gembira bila they were here.everytime i came home,they were sitting in the living room,where none of us stays there since we shifted to this apartment.tempat ni bosan.SANGAT.you have a limited choice to visit here.everything is same.or looks same.whatever it is,i can simplified this place into one word,BORING.so i am really grateful they have the courtesy to come and visit me here.thanks a lot.i am really sure if i am not here,they wont even thought of coming here.HAHA.i am sorry.i am not discriminating this place.i just dont feel like i can actually fit into this place.i cannot just simply mingle with all the tempes. i am grateful for what i have now,and i accept the fact that i got this oppurtinity to study here,where people said this place is a good place to study medicine.alhamdulillah i got the chance to struggle for a better future.i can survive here.it's just i can't and even i've tried,i still couldd not to miss my home so much.
they have arrived safely home.alhamdulillah.iqbal helped picked them up at lcct..da sunyi da rumah xde derang.da xde geng da nak borak2.nak maen2.nak makan sedap2.da kembali ke biasa..hurm :'(
arini asek sedih.duduk dalam bilik,teringat dorang tido dalam bilik ni,pegi luar,teringat dorang tengah santai2 kat luar.nak makan pon xselera teringat makan same2 ngn dorang.sume da laen da.hm..i miss them so much. :'(
anyways,beneath all my emotional mood now,i am very thankful to them.thank you sebab datang.thanks a lot! :)
ha.kan da kate post aku ni emo.padan muke.haha
kenangan bersamamu,takkan ku lupa walau badai datang melanda,walau bercerai jasad dan nyawa
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