for the record, all i know is that i am sad, to the core. i need my family by my side. i need people that care about me, who'd jump over the bridge to save my ass, who'd punch whoever bully me. seriously, i am wounded.
right at this moment, i want to be a small kid, infant sounds better, so that i don't have to worry about anything in the world, not even considering the weight gain after eating a bowl of chocolate ice creams with excessive chocolate sauce and peanuts! it is so much fun when you all you have to do is goof around, not having to scratch your head about studies, enemies, people who love to see you break down, hypocrites, boyfriends, girlfriends, etc. etc.
i really need my mom's hugs and kisses right now! God, i feel very terribly wounded inside. it's like my heart bleeds pain and horror, my liver secretes homesick toxin and my brain interprets everything into 'wanting to be home'.
please be strong Aisyah.
right at this moment, i want to be a small kid, infant sounds better, so that i don't have to worry about anything in the world, not even considering the weight gain after eating a bowl of chocolate ice creams with excessive chocolate sauce and peanuts! it is so much fun when you all you have to do is goof around, not having to scratch your head about studies, enemies, people who love to see you break down, hypocrites, boyfriends, girlfriends, etc. etc.
i really need my mom's hugs and kisses right now! God, i feel very terribly wounded inside. it's like my heart bleeds pain and horror, my liver secretes homesick toxin and my brain interprets everything into 'wanting to be home'.
please be strong Aisyah.
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