i have been posting so much these days.i liked it,to waste time here for a minute or two.nah.it's a lie.sometimes it took me half an hour to publish a post,including the time to figure out what to write.sadly,i am glad to have this blog to my own self,because these days,less people actually listen.well,they have their own things to handle,so lets not give your matter to their hands.
assalamualaikum and have a very cozy comfort day all.rise and shine.
i needed a medium to channel all my feelings,a medium to keep all my memories written and to preserve it well.so i established a blog to help me served my purposes good.i don't do diaries well,i mean,the real one,the book by all definitions.i like to buy cute fancy books but eventually,i will leave it to rot inside my cupboard and some i kept it to be eaten by book-mites on my bookshelves.because having to take a pen and jot everything down,don't seem to be easy for me because i am such a lazy woman who speaks a lot without actually do something to achieve what she blabs.it occurred to me that perhaps i,had sly intent used the fact that i am writing this post when i was actually supposed to do is keep quite and study,to buttress my accusation of me being a super lazy woman.i am in deep excruciating pain.
i got bad results from my overall internal assessment marks.i can't whinge now can i?anyhow,i have to self-motivate to not wonder so much on how i am going to make it in the end.what i should do for now is to focus on the present,not the past,nor the future.i cannot change the past even if only if i would sell my kidney to revert everything back,i couldn't.yes.i have written so much on kidneys since kidneys are expensive and highly-demanded now right?so yeah.each person can survive with only one kidney.but to tell you the truth,i love both my kidneys which leads to whatever i have been talking about to sell my kidney and all were just crap of lies.i haven't got the ability to see the future,i don't have the sixth sense in case u ask.so between past and future,there is present,which i can focus on,which can be molded.so lets do the right thing shall we?
if you incise me,with whatever type of incision you prefer,you will be revealed with all the worries,the horror,which seem to electrify all my nerve endings now.yes.i am too damn worried.darn,i should be off minutes ago.WHAT AM I DOING?!!
assalamualaikum and have a very cozy comfort day all.rise and shine.
i needed a medium to channel all my feelings,a medium to keep all my memories written and to preserve it well.so i established a blog to help me served my purposes good.i don't do diaries well,i mean,the real one,the book by all definitions.i like to buy cute fancy books but eventually,i will leave it to rot inside my cupboard and some i kept it to be eaten by book-mites on my bookshelves.because having to take a pen and jot everything down,don't seem to be easy for me because i am such a lazy woman who speaks a lot without actually do something to achieve what she blabs.it occurred to me that perhaps i,had sly intent used the fact that i am writing this post when i was actually supposed to do is keep quite and study,to buttress my accusation of me being a super lazy woman.i am in deep excruciating pain.
i got bad results from my overall internal assessment marks.i can't whinge now can i?anyhow,i have to self-motivate to not wonder so much on how i am going to make it in the end.what i should do for now is to focus on the present,not the past,nor the future.i cannot change the past even if only if i would sell my kidney to revert everything back,i couldn't.yes.i have written so much on kidneys since kidneys are expensive and highly-demanded now right?so yeah.each person can survive with only one kidney.but to tell you the truth,i love both my kidneys which leads to whatever i have been talking about to sell my kidney and all were just crap of lies.i haven't got the ability to see the future,i don't have the sixth sense in case u ask.so between past and future,there is present,which i can focus on,which can be molded.so lets do the right thing shall we?
if you incise me,with whatever type of incision you prefer,you will be revealed with all the worries,the horror,which seem to electrify all my nerve endings now.yes.i am too damn worried.darn,i should be off minutes ago.WHAT AM I DOING?!!
when i was in plane on the way back to India.
murakami did a well job in keeping me company since i couldn't sleep throughout the flight.
i want chatime but i got disappointed twice.fortunately,100 plus was available.
i looked tired didn't i?
he tried to be cute..
my eyes captured the rainbow.can you see it?i was hypnotized.
subhanallah.
UPDATE : i have removed the blog-traffic thingy from my blog.i was thinking to remove it long time back,but i haven't had the time to actually did it.urgh.a complete lie.anyhow,da takde da bende alah tu kat blog ni.i feel free because of no reason. :)
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