since my internet connection is a bit slow,
and i refuse to knock my housemates' doors to complain and cry,
thus this is the best place to sit and scream my lungs out.
my stomach aches so much right now.
i am in so much pain.
the pain i can barely withstand.
my cheeks can already feel the film of tears running along them.
and i don't have enough energy to actually scream or yell for help.
i inwardly yelp,crying for attention which i don't really wish for right now.
i just want to be alone,and helplessly helpless.
i took caffeine just now,okay,coffee,which i don't know how much is the caffeine,still.hence i am not brave enough to take some pills right now.prove me wrong,caffeine does give bad effect when reacts with medicine.i need to polish my pharmacology skills,but i am trusting my basic instinct right now,so i won't be taking any pills in a nick of time.
believe me on this,i felt better to say the least,while i was writing those above paragraphs.now,i am in deep pain,again.
'katakanlah (Muhammad), ''milik siapakah apa yang ada di langit dan di bumi?'' Katakanlah, ''milik Allah.''...... (6;12)
and i refuse to knock my housemates' doors to complain and cry,
thus this is the best place to sit and scream my lungs out.
my stomach aches so much right now.
i am in so much pain.
the pain i can barely withstand.
my cheeks can already feel the film of tears running along them.
and i don't have enough energy to actually scream or yell for help.
i inwardly yelp,crying for attention which i don't really wish for right now.
i just want to be alone,and helplessly helpless.
i took caffeine just now,okay,coffee,which i don't know how much is the caffeine,still.hence i am not brave enough to take some pills right now.prove me wrong,caffeine does give bad effect when reacts with medicine.i need to polish my pharmacology skills,but i am trusting my basic instinct right now,so i won't be taking any pills in a nick of time.
believe me on this,i felt better to say the least,while i was writing those above paragraphs.now,i am in deep pain,again.

[12] Ask them, "To Whom belongs all that is in the heavens and the earth?" Say, "To Allah,9 Who has prescribed mercy and generosity for Himself: (that is why He does not catch hold of you immediately at your first disobedience). He will, however, certainly muster all of you on the Day of Resurrection. There is no doubt about this; yet those who have made themselves liable to ruin, do not believe in this."
'katakanlah (Muhammad), ''milik siapakah apa yang ada di langit dan di bumi?'' Katakanlah, ''milik Allah.''...... (6;12)
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