boy,sorry to let you read me like this.
i hate myself right now for having that much ofhatred disagreement.
if and only if i ever be a mother, i won't allow my kids to just stay in their rooms without knowing the outside world,literally.i won't give them permission to be quiet and mind their own businesses.yes you may be granted with privacy if privacy is worth it for example,changing clothes.there,you can have your own moment.
they cannot close their doors 24hours.i want them to mingle.i want them to see each other,bump into each other,talk with each other,play,goof,poke,share secrets,tell stories,nag,babble,ramble and everything else that can make their relationships grow and nourish with love.it is okay if they have a fight occasionally,because having fight,makes your bond stronger.trust me.been there.done that.still in that era of fighting and loving then fight again and love again,the cycles just go on.
if i want to become a good mother,i need to listen to them also.i need them to share everything with me,like i am their true besterestest friend.i won't let musics get in between our sweet talks during our ride anywhere.
okay,if i am going to list it all,it would be a long never ending post.so i stop listing now.
no.i don't have any intention to bring anyone down,or to hurt anyone's feeling.
everyone who is anyone reading this post has to know that i am the kind of person,who doesn't like being alone.though i have to admit,back when i was in high school and ktt,i didn't shine out much,i had troubles,and that turbulent lives of mine made me realize of how important for us to be in-touch,be in-the-togetherness.yes.i am the kind of woman who hates it when someone rarely speaks to another.that annoys me.sorry.
on second note,i mean it.i am not pointing fingers to anyone.okay if you really want to know,i write this post because i miss home.and there,we are all together,though sometimes ainina likes to live in her own world,i do have the spirit to bug her each time,so even when her nerves get electrify with annoyance,i know she still cares about everything else outside her small world.
i need copious amount of food now.that's the reason of the horror mood i am having now.
sorry to speak even when i know i can't improve the silence.
everyone needs a shoulder to cry on,
everyone needs a friend to rely on.
i hate myself right now for having that much of
if and only if i ever be a mother, i won't allow my kids to just stay in their rooms without knowing the outside world,literally.i won't give them permission to be quiet and mind their own businesses.yes you may be granted with privacy if privacy is worth it for example,changing clothes.there,you can have your own moment.
they cannot close their doors 24hours.i want them to mingle.i want them to see each other,bump into each other,talk with each other,play,goof,poke,share secrets,tell stories,nag,babble,ramble and everything else that can make their relationships grow and nourish with love.it is okay if they have a fight occasionally,because having fight,makes your bond stronger.trust me.been there.done that.still in that era of fighting and loving then fight again and love again,the cycles just go on.
if i want to become a good mother,i need to listen to them also.i need them to share everything with me,like i am their true besterestest friend.i won't let musics get in between our sweet talks during our ride anywhere.
okay,if i am going to list it all,it would be a long never ending post.so i stop listing now.
no.i don't have any intention to bring anyone down,or to hurt anyone's feeling.
everyone who is anyone reading this post has to know that i am the kind of person,who doesn't like being alone.though i have to admit,back when i was in high school and ktt,i didn't shine out much,i had troubles,and that turbulent lives of mine made me realize of how important for us to be in-touch,be in-the-togetherness.yes.i am the kind of woman who hates it when someone rarely speaks to another.that annoys me.sorry.
on second note,i mean it.i am not pointing fingers to anyone.okay if you really want to know,i write this post because i miss home.and there,we are all together,though sometimes ainina likes to live in her own world,i do have the spirit to bug her each time,so even when her nerves get electrify with annoyance,i know she still cares about everything else outside her small world.
i need copious amount of food now.that's the reason of the horror mood i am having now.
sorry to speak even when i know i can't improve the silence.
everyone needs a shoulder to cry on,
everyone needs a friend to rely on.
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