i am a fool.
a complete fool.
i am too dumb to realize everything that happens around me.
you can call me an idiot or so.oh wait.that is too harsh isn't it?i DON'T like it when people call somebody stupid or whatever categorized under the same category with it,i just don't accept the fact that someone is better than the other.maybe there are few credits to be taken when someone is having more skills then you do,or someone is more handy than you do,or someone is more capable in writing test without having to work their asses off than you do,but still,those someones will still have to not have what you are capable to do.i don't know whether my words make sense or not,but i am hoping you would understand what i am trying to stress on here.smack me for my stupid-ness for cursing people sometimes,i can't help my mouth these days,even if i want to,i just couldn't.my housemates and me,agreed in the term of living in India,does affect you.we become harsher,meaner.from the good-shy-never-curse someone to a notsogood-notthatshy-can't-help-it-to-curse-when-necessary someone.sorry India.you should not be blamed.but we needed a subject to blame and you,kinda fitted in every points we made.
believe me.i am not thinking straight right now.im not saying i hate myself,it's just that i don't love myself so much right now u know what i mean.i don't love myself albeit i like myself.and you know what?
it's bad to complain.it's wrong to curse yourself.so never do what i just did okay?
regardless of everything i just say,i want to announce here and there,on every possible site i have an account on,i have a new nephew!having one nephew makes you realize you are getting old,not until your friend call you makcik,but having two,makes you feel older.my statements may not be true to everyone who's anyone,but it's true for me.i still have a 18yr old behavior,a 10yr old choice-making-decision-capability,a 15yr old face(boo yah) though,statistically.but if you are too pessimistic,you just change the numbers into whatever numbers you want okay,i am totally fine with it.judge if you wanna judge.or else,get a life.
i keep on posting although i think,all of my posts sounded alike and boring.i really should make it into a one abridge post.but no thanks.i like to waste my time spending on a blog,where no one notices this blog even exists,where no one knows i even have a blog.sobs.i am pathetic.but who cares if i read my own posts?
i feel like cursing every 'chicken feed' of things around me like why the hell that stupid train makes so much of noise or why on earth does moron me has to post something too stupid in the middle of the night when i was supposed to study since my bloody-heck exam is just around the corner?
can you tell that i hate every smidgen word i used in this post?
shut up aisyah.
a complete fool.
i am too dumb to realize everything that happens around me.
you can call me an idiot or so.oh wait.that is too harsh isn't it?i DON'T like it when people call somebody stupid or whatever categorized under the same category with it,i just don't accept the fact that someone is better than the other.maybe there are few credits to be taken when someone is having more skills then you do,or someone is more handy than you do,or someone is more capable in writing test without having to work their asses off than you do,but still,those someones will still have to not have what you are capable to do.i don't know whether my words make sense or not,but i am hoping you would understand what i am trying to stress on here.smack me for my stupid-ness for cursing people sometimes,i can't help my mouth these days,even if i want to,i just couldn't.my housemates and me,agreed in the term of living in India,does affect you.we become harsher,meaner.from the good-shy-never-curse someone to a notsogood-notthatshy-can't-help-it-to-curse-when-necessary someone.sorry India.you should not be blamed.but we needed a subject to blame and you,kinda fitted in every points we made.
believe me.i am not thinking straight right now.im not saying i hate myself,it's just that i don't love myself so much right now u know what i mean.i don't love myself albeit i like myself.and you know what?
it's bad to complain.it's wrong to curse yourself.so never do what i just did okay?
regardless of everything i just say,i want to announce here and there,on every possible site i have an account on,i have a new nephew!having one nephew makes you realize you are getting old,not until your friend call you makcik,but having two,makes you feel older.my statements may not be true to everyone who's anyone,but it's true for me.i still have a 18yr old behavior,a 10yr old choice-making-decision-capability,a 15yr old face(boo yah) though,statistically.but if you are too pessimistic,you just change the numbers into whatever numbers you want okay,i am totally fine with it.judge if you wanna judge.or else,get a life.
i keep on posting although i think,all of my posts sounded alike and boring.i really should make it into a one abridge post.but no thanks.i like to waste my time spending on a blog,where no one notices this blog even exists,where no one knows i even have a blog.sobs.i am pathetic.but who cares if i read my own posts?
i feel like cursing every 'chicken feed' of things around me like why the hell that stupid train makes so much of noise or why on earth does moron me has to post something too stupid in the middle of the night when i was supposed to study since my bloody-heck exam is just around the corner?
can you tell that i hate every smidgen word i used in this post?
shut up aisyah.
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