I should stop giving away my thoughts, eh?

Had three successive days of sports day. Whewh, let me tell you this; my muscles are all cramped and I could once only limped, due to the unbearable cramped. I still enjoyed it never the less. To involve In such activity here, when all you have is less than 60 people who are from the same country with you, is kinda rare coz you seem we have to do everything by ourselves. It's not like the college will plan it for you and you just have to organize few things to reach the college's aims or plans or any kind of sorts. Our college is most concerned with their people, not us. I'm not being racist or regionist here, what I'm saying is that they won't ever held a special day only for us Malaysians, would they? So to have one particular event like this, organized by our own committee members, involving our own country people, was actually super fun- especially when all you wanted to do is to gather and have fun and not get drenched by the surge of winning and the emotional stress. 

I know, it's so much easy breezy cheesy to say and comment when you're actually the one who experience what people had organized or planned for you, not when you're actually the one who constructed the plans and worked your asses off to make the day come to a successful end. What I don't understand is that, is it really hard to cooperate well and just have real fun playing sports and joining in the games and not be over greedy to win prizes? Or is it the pride of being number one is what most people longed for? Or is it the ego to losing is what people are ashamed of? I don't know, please, enlighten me if you know, because let me tell you this, I am kinda blurry when I see people fight over a medal, or something similar. I guess that's the challenge you have to face when you are the ones at the top, eh? If and only of you want my opinions, here, I'm so much free to share. I supposed playing sports gives you joy and excitement because your body sweats a lot, and they give you refreshment, revitalization and renergization. Yes, of course, people once they enter a competition, must have the feeling deep in their chest, to winning that competition. But a wise person should understand, that in order to win, you have to play safe and play with full honesty and give full cooperation to the ones who hold the games. After all, how can we taste the ecstasy of being successful if we haven't licked the sadness of failing, right? 

Now I should go and save my life for writing this post.