is it just me or does now really is summer? i need humidity! my skin is terrible, what with the pruritis and all.hate to have to scratch like a lunatic just to get the itchiness to hush away, and it is gross, to scratch here and there, then NOT go wash your hands. you might not know what you could collect under your nail bed. though you might wanna argue and say you know yourself, like you watch over your hygiene, meaning you are hygienic, still, you don't have the oil immersion lens' eyes to look for a bacteria nakedly.i do notice that sometimes, my ramble doesn't make sense, what with the grammatical errors and all.
having said that, i still am satisfied with every ramble i spend because i feel you can understand me somehow.like i touch you,you feel it,then you go..,like touch and go? see!i just did it,again! didn't make sense at all!
i don't mind letting my Baskin Robbin melts beside me, because i have a powerful fridge that can make it solid again. yes, i now have the drool over ice cream back. good to know i still alive inside, if you know what i mean.
sometimes i feel like the world is moving too fast.or maybe,i am moving too fast.you know what they say, when you are alone, you will have the time to think or to wonder or better yet, to appreciate something around you like you never did before.like having an ice cream beside me, i know, it is just an ice cream ,but make it a point that there are few others out there that can't even get a spoonful of rice or a nice forkful of spaghetti or what ever everyone else seems to enjoy. yes. sometimes we need all the time for ourselves. i actually had something in mind while i was writing those. yesterday when Asida and i went for a post-exam food hunt, i suddenly got all drowned by this feeling of, well, loneliness. maybe you pity me for feeling that, but i was. i was feeling pretty much alone. like even though they were a group of teenagers giggling with their mouth full of fried chicken, the other table with a sweet couple sharing a small popcorn chicken, still, i had that feeling like i was in a room, sitting quietly, all by myself, like all others were just cloud of imaginations, nothing else. like flying souls. i did mention it to Asida how i felt like Mysore had been quite this past few days. she didn't agree to that. she said everything felt like the same with her. no more, no less. okay, i didn't object her either for not supporting my frame of mind. maybe i was too concerned about everything, or maybe i was feeling lonely myself. well,that was true. Asida claimed that too. she thought maybe i was the one who felt like all alone. then, i re-treasure myself, i wanted to know so badly, why i felt that way. then where i realized, i actually missed home so sicking bad. i kept on changing my whatsapp profile photo because i was planning to put up the picture with all my siblings, one a day. today Ainina and I, tomorrow maybe Aiman and I, or maybe Aina, just to keep you in check,I have to be there,everyday. someone and I, someone and I.see? I have to be there. *giggle*
before i speak of something else, lets get to the bottom of this. P.D.F, i miss home. period.
my Baskin really is melting fast! i need to run before it got all melt and sticky!
having said that, i still am satisfied with every ramble i spend because i feel you can understand me somehow.like i touch you,you feel it,then you go..,like touch and go? see!i just did it,again! didn't make sense at all!
i don't mind letting my Baskin Robbin melts beside me, because i have a powerful fridge that can make it solid again. yes, i now have the drool over ice cream back. good to know i still alive inside, if you know what i mean.
sometimes i feel like the world is moving too fast.or maybe,i am moving too fast.you know what they say, when you are alone, you will have the time to think or to wonder or better yet, to appreciate something around you like you never did before.like having an ice cream beside me, i know, it is just an ice cream ,but make it a point that there are few others out there that can't even get a spoonful of rice or a nice forkful of spaghetti or what ever everyone else seems to enjoy. yes. sometimes we need all the time for ourselves. i actually had something in mind while i was writing those. yesterday when Asida and i went for a post-exam food hunt, i suddenly got all drowned by this feeling of, well, loneliness. maybe you pity me for feeling that, but i was. i was feeling pretty much alone. like even though they were a group of teenagers giggling with their mouth full of fried chicken, the other table with a sweet couple sharing a small popcorn chicken, still, i had that feeling like i was in a room, sitting quietly, all by myself, like all others were just cloud of imaginations, nothing else. like flying souls. i did mention it to Asida how i felt like Mysore had been quite this past few days. she didn't agree to that. she said everything felt like the same with her. no more, no less. okay, i didn't object her either for not supporting my frame of mind. maybe i was too concerned about everything, or maybe i was feeling lonely myself. well,that was true. Asida claimed that too. she thought maybe i was the one who felt like all alone. then, i re-treasure myself, i wanted to know so badly, why i felt that way. then where i realized, i actually missed home so sicking bad. i kept on changing my whatsapp profile photo because i was planning to put up the picture with all my siblings, one a day. today Ainina and I, tomorrow maybe Aiman and I, or maybe Aina, just to keep you in check,I have to be there,everyday. someone and I, someone and I.see? I have to be there. *giggle*
before i speak of something else, lets get to the bottom of this. P.D.F, i miss home. period.
my Baskin really is melting fast! i need to run before it got all melt and sticky!
I am going to be engaged with Murakami for an hour,
then off I go, tiny little thing.
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