i am at the point of getting fed-up with everything in the proximity right now. if i am to complain, i will for sure list down almost anything i see in my vision angle, like how dusty my book rack is, how many clothes to wash, how little perfume i have left etc etc etc.
yes. i have been attacked by disappointment-hormone surge, so what?
i need to be surrounded by the people i love the most, not that i don't love my house mates, just that i need my family. family is the virtue of my happiness, the pillar of my strength, the backbone of my survival. i need to hug my mom so tightly to the point of asphyxiating, literally. i need to talk and nag to my dad to the extent of him yawning. i need to bully my sister and go on shopping spree with exactly not enough money to buy one Fossil watch (haaa! i need a new watch. may I, please?) i need to bully Danial and take every video of him. i need my brother's attention. i want Aina to bully me to cook for her. i need to ask Faris to drive me anywhere i feel like getting my butt into. i need to actually hold Haikal myself, without the support of everyone else (the last time i was home,i didn't actually hold him solely myself you know.what i did was ask my mom to put Haikal on my laps or on my folded hands.what?i was too afraid he might fall down because he was too small and weightless!). i need to breath the air surrounding my home. can you see how pathetically homesick i am now? just 3 more papers. i guess i should just hold on to the promises of being able to actually be happy at home and stay strong meanwhile.
Pathology is the killer. indeed i will try my best if you gonna say just try your best because that's the sentence they all give me when i complain;
go figure,Aisyah!
yes. i have been attacked by disappointment-hormone surge, so what?
i need to be surrounded by the people i love the most, not that i don't love my house mates, just that i need my family. family is the virtue of my happiness, the pillar of my strength, the backbone of my survival. i need to hug my mom so tightly to the point of asphyxiating, literally. i need to talk and nag to my dad to the extent of him yawning. i need to bully my sister and go on shopping spree with exactly not enough money to buy one Fossil watch (haaa! i need a new watch. may I, please?) i need to bully Danial and take every video of him. i need my brother's attention. i want Aina to bully me to cook for her. i need to ask Faris to drive me anywhere i feel like getting my butt into. i need to actually hold Haikal myself, without the support of everyone else (the last time i was home,i didn't actually hold him solely myself you know.what i did was ask my mom to put Haikal on my laps or on my folded hands.what?i was too afraid he might fall down because he was too small and weightless!). i need to breath the air surrounding my home. can you see how pathetically homesick i am now? just 3 more papers. i guess i should just hold on to the promises of being able to actually be happy at home and stay strong meanwhile.
Pathology is the killer. indeed i will try my best if you gonna say just try your best because that's the sentence they all give me when i complain;
me: esok exam.cuak sgt.
Nina : just try your best.sape suro tak bace dari awal?
me : O_o
me : ala esok exam patho.semalam na tertido.tak bace ape2 lagi ni.takut laa.
Ismat : ala da biase da dengar tu. tu laa.g bace Murakami lagi.takpe. try your best je.i know you can.
me : amboi sentapppp.thanks.doakan tau!
me: weyh esok Patho weyhh!!!banyak lg xbace!aritu tak bace langsung!
Zahirah: ala takpe syah..just try your best..bole punye..
go figure,Aisyah!
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