just now these few thoughst popped up into my mind. what if those who actually read my blog, think that i was talking about them, that all the subjects were them? what if they think that i was hating them? so i figured, let's get one thing straight.
i didn't especially direct all the its to anyone in precise. i mean, i did rebel sometimes, or maybe disagreement came in between the communications of my friends and me, or my family and me, or my teachers and me, but none of the disagreement, or general hating put me in a term where i will write about them, specially them, as in specially dedicated to them, you got me? yes, hating, disliking,objecting,disagreeing, are actually our nature, believe it or not. Allah has granted all of us with feelings and emotions. people are wondrous you know. they are the most complex things we could ever imagine. for that, we should be really grateful. so, i was saying, don't feel like i was talking about you guys. whenever i write about bad thing,or bad person, it doesn't mean i am talking about you,specifically. like for an example, 'people judge...and for that, i kinda hate them'. so, the 'them', is not especially you. not my mom, not my dad, not my sisters, not my brother-in-law, not my brother, not Asida, not Mei Yee, not the persons in the vicinity. maybe if you feel like you always judge, then you can co-relate with it. still, i don't want you to misunderstood of things i wrote. OK i agree to my lack of sensitivity, that sometimes, whenever i mad, i straightaway write it here. but if memory serves well, i didn't really mention the person's name right? rather, i put up with something other than the person's name, like a general population, or something similar. having said that, i am sorry, like a real apology i am giving, to those who actually got hurt with anything I've said, or done. sometimes my lack of analyzing capability put me in a place where people start to grow hatred of me. i, obviously, hate to be hated. i believe, for a fact, that life would be a whole lot easier if people are free with you, in the sense that people don't hate you, nor absolutely like you a lot. generally, i like to be in between like and hate. like if in between black and white, you'll find grey, so between hate and like,...i have no idea.Ha Ha. but i like being that way.
okay i need to prepare myself for my outgoing with Asida.
ciao.
i didn't especially direct all the its to anyone in precise. i mean, i did rebel sometimes, or maybe disagreement came in between the communications of my friends and me, or my family and me, or my teachers and me, but none of the disagreement, or general hating put me in a term where i will write about them, specially them, as in specially dedicated to them, you got me? yes, hating, disliking,objecting,disagreeing, are actually our nature, believe it or not. Allah has granted all of us with feelings and emotions. people are wondrous you know. they are the most complex things we could ever imagine. for that, we should be really grateful. so, i was saying, don't feel like i was talking about you guys. whenever i write about bad thing,or bad person, it doesn't mean i am talking about you,specifically. like for an example, 'people judge...and for that, i kinda hate them'. so, the 'them', is not especially you. not my mom, not my dad, not my sisters, not my brother-in-law, not my brother, not Asida, not Mei Yee, not the persons in the vicinity. maybe if you feel like you always judge, then you can co-relate with it. still, i don't want you to misunderstood of things i wrote. OK i agree to my lack of sensitivity, that sometimes, whenever i mad, i straightaway write it here. but if memory serves well, i didn't really mention the person's name right? rather, i put up with something other than the person's name, like a general population, or something similar. having said that, i am sorry, like a real apology i am giving, to those who actually got hurt with anything I've said, or done. sometimes my lack of analyzing capability put me in a place where people start to grow hatred of me. i, obviously, hate to be hated. i believe, for a fact, that life would be a whole lot easier if people are free with you, in the sense that people don't hate you, nor absolutely like you a lot. generally, i like to be in between like and hate. like if in between black and white, you'll find grey, so between hate and like,...i have no idea.Ha Ha. but i like being that way.
okay i need to prepare myself for my outgoing with Asida.
ciao.
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