tomorrow i have Ophtalmology end-posting which is highly heart pounding because i haven't mugged up anything just yet, even so, i intended in giving in a full-attention to study at the very least, something, about the history taking. i know i haven't spent my time wisely previously, but i have a ray of light in my mind directing me to a path to change my misdemeanor into something more enlightening. anyhow, wish me luck OK. yes. i some time still showing all this glum face whenever i am alone in my room due to my failure in passing Forensic exam, still, i am working on reshaping myself, on rebuilding and reconstructing my mind and my inner thoughts.
i have a major clean-up do since my room is, well, horrifyingly ugly!
they say better late than never right, so hear this when i tell you, go get The Devotion of Suspect X, because it is better late than never! being me, who is a chicken to have the courtesy to buy a crime genre novel, did read that novel, so should you, who are a real man! right? go figure.
Update : here's a thought after a 3hours sleep; i need to control my temper, then if i am able to control my temper, i will reward myself with something rewarding. i didn't sound dumb, of course. put it in a way that when you are able to do something which is kinda hard and you have been meaning to do it for ages but it doesn't happen in a blink, so, i guess rewarding oneself after making a tremendous effort is somehow, considerable. appreciable, even. if i let alone the fact that having temper destroys me inside out, and do nothing about it, makes me even more worse than a rabid dog, because at least rabid dog is infected with rabies virus, but temper is not infectious baby! absolutely not infectious. (come to think about it, i think it is somewhat contagious, because from my fundamental experience, when someone makes me mad, i will eventually be mad too, and ultimately, both of us will be bite each others' tongues. yes. contagious is the word for it!). where am i going with this? ah. i suppose you and I know best that when we just gulp in the madness deep inside our colon and let it be digested by the coliform bacteria inside the colon instead of blurt it out, we will feel happy ultimately, no? so just let your saliva brings altogether your madness and temper and whatnot into your system and flush them out from your system without affecting the others, understood no?
oh i have one more thing to say. i would like to surmise that cockroaches have already conquered our house (there are the major!), so if you are not itchy and hypersensitive to cockroaches like we do, please come forward and help us kill them! i loath cockroaches, for real! let them disappear for good! now, have a rest peeps!
i have a major clean-up do since my room is, well, horrifyingly ugly!
they say better late than never right, so hear this when i tell you, go get The Devotion of Suspect X, because it is better late than never! being me, who is a chicken to have the courtesy to buy a crime genre novel, did read that novel, so should you, who are a real man! right? go figure.
Update : here's a thought after a 3hours sleep; i need to control my temper, then if i am able to control my temper, i will reward myself with something rewarding. i didn't sound dumb, of course. put it in a way that when you are able to do something which is kinda hard and you have been meaning to do it for ages but it doesn't happen in a blink, so, i guess rewarding oneself after making a tremendous effort is somehow, considerable. appreciable, even. if i let alone the fact that having temper destroys me inside out, and do nothing about it, makes me even more worse than a rabid dog, because at least rabid dog is infected with rabies virus, but temper is not infectious baby! absolutely not infectious. (come to think about it, i think it is somewhat contagious, because from my fundamental experience, when someone makes me mad, i will eventually be mad too, and ultimately, both of us will be bite each others' tongues. yes. contagious is the word for it!). where am i going with this? ah. i suppose you and I know best that when we just gulp in the madness deep inside our colon and let it be digested by the coliform bacteria inside the colon instead of blurt it out, we will feel happy ultimately, no? so just let your saliva brings altogether your madness and temper and whatnot into your system and flush them out from your system without affecting the others, understood no?
oh i have one more thing to say. i would like to surmise that cockroaches have already conquered our house (there are the major!), so if you are not itchy and hypersensitive to cockroaches like we do, please come forward and help us kill them! i loath cockroaches, for real! let them disappear for good! now, have a rest peeps!
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