you know you are completely absent-minded and totally irrational when you snapped at anything in the middle of the way to your living room. i have no one to blame but myself (and my PMS). i mean, i didn't actually got angry and yell at a living person, i just got very irritated and i actually gave a little kick to a plastic bag just now, can you imagine how ill i am? i am sorry. my emotions and my sanity are two different things, living in one body, and the two needs a lot of improvement and need to be blended by bowls of patience to make a smoother life like a smoothie blended with high-power juicer!
sometimes i wish i know how to overcome my temper. being mad is no good. i hate to be mad. it kills me softly! and the acute pain of being mad is unbearable!
Danial is hammering something, and the noises make me laugh somehow. it doesn't drive me insane, luckily. or else, maybe I'll go bite Danial's chubby cheeks. ha ha. NO. i have never done that! i love my sister's sons, thank you very much.
Life of Pi is getting nicer. i got bored for the first few chapters but after a while, it got me stuck in my room. i will be finishing it soon, i hope. i wanted to buy new novels if i have left over money from what i withdrew before ( this is so going to be a dream crusher).
update : as you can see, i am midway to finishing Life of Pi, though i admit that i skipped a few pages when the stories are all about religions; Brahman, Rama, and so many Hindu's things in it, along with Christian's things too. no pun intended, it's just that i wasn't interested.
i ate two plates of full-cup rice today! it made me feel guilty to the max! i supposed to be lean and skinny, what suit for my short stature. well, at least i am having fun with my life, that's what father said, it is OK if you are fat (not fat as in the unhealthy obese person), just be happy and grateful! i chanted that line every time i eat, well, needless to say, too much, so that i won't be too concerned and too guilty about it! that would do the trick : eat like you have never eaten before, feel guilty, remember what father said, forget that you just eaten too much, be happy, jump around.
back to the Life of Pi.
sometimes i wish i know how to overcome my temper. being mad is no good. i hate to be mad. it kills me softly! and the acute pain of being mad is unbearable!
Danial is hammering something, and the noises make me laugh somehow. it doesn't drive me insane, luckily. or else, maybe I'll go bite Danial's chubby cheeks. ha ha. NO. i have never done that! i love my sister's sons, thank you very much.
Life of Pi is getting nicer. i got bored for the first few chapters but after a while, it got me stuck in my room. i will be finishing it soon, i hope. i wanted to buy new novels if i have left over money from what i withdrew before ( this is so going to be a dream crusher).
update : as you can see, i am midway to finishing Life of Pi, though i admit that i skipped a few pages when the stories are all about religions; Brahman, Rama, and so many Hindu's things in it, along with Christian's things too. no pun intended, it's just that i wasn't interested.
i ate two plates of full-cup rice today! it made me feel guilty to the max! i supposed to be lean and skinny, what suit for my short stature. well, at least i am having fun with my life, that's what father said, it is OK if you are fat (not fat as in the unhealthy obese person), just be happy and grateful! i chanted that line every time i eat, well, needless to say, too much, so that i won't be too concerned and too guilty about it! that would do the trick : eat like you have never eaten before, feel guilty, remember what father said, forget that you just eaten too much, be happy, jump around.
back to the Life of Pi.
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