hello. we just had so much 'fun' as in we technically jumped atop of our dining chairs, screamed our lungs out during our 'cockroaches killing mission', and to say the least, mission accomplished! don't get us wrong. mind you, we didn't provide any nutritional supplementation to the cockroaches. it was that since the first time we moved into this house, there were already plenty of cockroaches breeds inside the kitchen cabinets, and us, being the predators were too scared to made them vanished. so yes, they bred and bred and bred until they became the majority. just yesterday when we stepped into our house, we saw two cockroaches wandering around our living room, imagine that! two weeks of no-us gave them the time to create a party-pack, i supposed. this time, we agreed to the terms of having them disappeared immediately,as in super fast, by any means. so we bought packets of cockroaches killing powder, one Mortein, and another powders to act as baits. alhamdulillah they were all killed,or so i thought because their legs are still moving and we are still having hair erections and chills.
anyhow, i cried just a moment ago. i have gathered every ounce of strength i could get, but i guess i still haven't get used to the fact that i failed my Forensic paper, which is very disappointing. i know people will say 'move on' or 'chill out' or whatever makes sense, but for me, none is giving any sense. sorry. i guess i was too disappointed and frustated with myself. i underestimated Forensic and now i am paying the price. i am down, so much to the extent of me not enjoying my food though they were very delicious. Asida's nenek made a very good ayam masak merah. oh i made it wrong. it was super awesome,sorry. i exaggerate not.
it did come to my notice that maybe some people have grown hatred of me. but trust me honey, i am going to be patient with whatever tests Allah wants to give me. the best i can do is to sit down and be strong myself. well, it will be a lot easier if people just mind their own businesses, or is that too much too ask? hm. my brain is going to be fried up if i keep on thinking of what people might think, so perhaps i should just mind my own business then. sometimes my OCD is getting more irritating day by day.
where there is desire,
there is gonna be a flame,
where there is a flame,
someone's bound to get burned,
but just because it burns,
doesn't mean you 're gonna die,
you've gotta get up and try and try and try.
somehow i think this song does effect me a little bit, if i must say so myself.
it does lift me up.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y0_RArrxS4
-i don't own this video.
-sorry for the copy-paste technology,i am a total pro when it comes to that.
sometimes people don't understand you,even if you hope hard that they will understand you.but deep down you know they won't feel what you feel. you just need faith and belief, everything will be just fine, Allah knows best.
anyhow, i cried just a moment ago. i have gathered every ounce of strength i could get, but i guess i still haven't get used to the fact that i failed my Forensic paper, which is very disappointing. i know people will say 'move on' or 'chill out' or whatever makes sense, but for me, none is giving any sense. sorry. i guess i was too disappointed and frustated with myself. i underestimated Forensic and now i am paying the price. i am down, so much to the extent of me not enjoying my food though they were very delicious. Asida's nenek made a very good ayam masak merah. oh i made it wrong. it was super awesome,sorry. i exaggerate not.
it did come to my notice that maybe some people have grown hatred of me. but trust me honey, i am going to be patient with whatever tests Allah wants to give me. the best i can do is to sit down and be strong myself. well, it will be a lot easier if people just mind their own businesses, or is that too much too ask? hm. my brain is going to be fried up if i keep on thinking of what people might think, so perhaps i should just mind my own business then. sometimes my OCD is getting more irritating day by day.
where there is desire,
there is gonna be a flame,
where there is a flame,
someone's bound to get burned,
but just because it burns,
doesn't mean you 're gonna die,
you've gotta get up and try and try and try.
somehow i think this song does effect me a little bit, if i must say so myself.
it does lift me up.
-i don't own this video.
-sorry for the copy-paste technology,i am a total pro when it comes to that.
sometimes people don't understand you,even if you hope hard that they will understand you.but deep down you know they won't feel what you feel. you just need faith and belief, everything will be just fine, Allah knows best.
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